The blue flower that taught me how to live

Steel Knife

You held my throat with your sharp knife like hands and cut the line between life and death
The voice in my head never stops asking
What do you want, girl? Life or death?
Neither, neither I want
I want back the me that was something without you
But you held onto my body so long, my skin turned into air and you reached right to my bones and left you marks there
What do you want, life or death?
Neither, neither I want
I want something in between
On my skin, all over my corpse it's written
I want to stop
Existing