The crying
The guilt
Frequently checking depression tests online
Trying to understand
the things going on in my head
I want people to see,
see that I am hurting,
and I don't Know why
But I can't tell them
My mom would blame herself
The thought of upsetting her
makes me sick
My dad would try to be strong,
but would he break too?
There is the problem of having to tell,
say it out loud to someone,
someone who love me,
that I feel like I am broken,
not myself,
hurting
That I am probably overreacting'since this feeling is not too constent.