Oh sweet sweet pain,
How I missed that feeling,
That feeling of loneliness,
In front of my trickery,
I tried again and again, lying to myself about it,
I tried to live as a man, Forgot life isn't an exit,
I now regret and regret,
A life in anxiety.
I will die soon,
Without money to my name,
I will disappear without it,
Without meds to my brain,
I will see them again,
Hear them call my name,
Will have to turn my head,
In front of their opened corpses...