Diana July Laurier
“Promise me you won't do anything stupid with him, alright?” Axel queried, his face shows unpleasant expression by the idea of me tutoring Malfoy especially late at night.
I nod my head before bringing my book to my chest, clutching it “I promise Axel don't worry, are you done with patrolling the halls?”
He wrap an arm around my shoulder bringing me close to him in a friendly way “Yeah and Oh god, Diggory was so damn talktative I can barely focus on patrolling”
I laugh at his remark, me and Malfoy just finished patrolling the dungeons and the seventh floor hallways, he went back to his dorm to get his potions book and his Iron cauldron, I was suppose to meet him at the abandoned classroom next to Muggle studies when I came across Axel and he wanted to accompany me.
“I barely see you around now, Axel are you busy?” I asked, looking right up at him as we strode towards the classroom.
But it was true, I barely see Axel and Clarette around and I wonder why they're so busy. I wonder if they took extra classes.
His face shifted into a uncomfortable one, brows rose from the question. “Oh well, you know- Alchemy's draining me and I'm currently taking Arithmacy”
He remove his arm from my shoulder when we got in front of the doors of the abandoned classroom, I noticed Malfoy still wasn't here.
I gave Axel a serious look “You should take breaks, you're too hard on yourself”
He chuckled before slowly diving down in an attempt to kiss me however, I raised my hands and placed them to his chest, preventing him from kissing me.
“Axel we shouldn't really be doing that - we're friends” I stated, he sigh then pull away.
“I know I'm sorry, I'm trying - I really am but- you know it's not that easy to move on I- sorry” he babbled, feeling embarass, eyes down on his shoes as his cheeks turn a different shade of colour, the same as the Weasley's hair.
“It's all alright, I just don't want to lead you on I'm really sorry” I said lowly.
He took a step back, eyes piercing through mine. A wave of something I couldn't comprehend washed over his eyes “Fuck Diana” he grunted, voice dropping an octave lower.
“How did you manage to make me fall for you?” He asked.
I froze. My eyes blinking and my heart pounded fast from his question that I, myself, can't answer. The breeze of the air suddenly whiz around us, making my hair a bit messy.
“I don't know” was my answer. “I don't even know what you see in me”
He smiled but I swear I can see pain behind those chocolate eyes of him that looks so lovely right now “I'll go back to my dorm, see you around Diana”
I bid him goodbye and he left, bouncing away as he did to lift the mood between us, making me snort lightly.
I shook my head and burst through the doors but when I did, I was stunned to see Malfoy was already there. He's standing in front of the desk, his lower back pressing the edge of it and his eyes looks murderous.
Hands inside his pockets as he eyed me up and down like a predator ready to hunt his prey; I was nervous.
My heart suddenly pounded fast and my stomach did a whole flip, he looks so dangerously gorgeous right now, making me anxious yet excited.
I realized he must've heard my conversation with Axel.
“Are you going to stand there or are you going to fucking tutor me?” He rudely question, voice laced with irritation.
I rolled my eyes and went next to him, slipping my book down the table, right beside his Iron cauldron. “This will be over in a flash if you do what I say” I seethed, as I flip through the pages.
When I found the potion I was going to tutor him, I whip my head to his direction, his back was still facing the desk and he was gripping the edge of table rather tightly. “We're doing the Wiggenweld Po―”
Before I could even process what was happening I felt a hand on my shoulder, he spun me around and pinned me against the table, my back hitting the edge of it and one hand was wrap around my throat.
“What the fuck Ma―”
“Would you still bleed if I fuck you this instant?” His voice was cold and mad, The pressure he put on my neck was not too tight nor too lose, just enough for air to pass through my lungs.
My heart raced, my stomach did a summersault, shivers run down my spine when he asked me the question.
“What?” I tried to act brave but my voice betrayed me, a faint sound leaving my lips.
Hue of dominance in his eyes and those grey bluish orbs that reminded me of a blacksmith's fire is in rage than ever. He was scary, real scary. “You don't know right?” he asked smugly.
I blinked, gulped. I lifted both hands and tried to yank his arm away that connects to my throat however it only made him put more pressure so I dropped them.
“Are you mental? Of course I don't know! You man who―”
His free hand covered my mouth, muffling my curses. He leaned down, his breath fanning my ears and neck. I tried not to feel attracted, tried not to feel lust however why am I feeling turned on?
The close proximity of our bodies made me lost in a sea of lust. “There's only one way to find out if you will really bleed” he mumbled against my ear, sending goosebumps around my body.
His hands went behind me, moving my books and his cauldron away and then it found my arse, he lifted me up and sat me down on the desk. I grew excited, which I know I shouldn't.
I was suppose to ignore him, avoid him, but how can I? He has been the only person I ever fancy in this school and I'm not even sure if those feelings really faded in those months of summertime.
His lips crashed against mine and once again, he sneak his cold veiny hand around my throat, pulling me closer and deepening the kiss.
I shut my legs together, feeling myself aching, when suddenly Draco pulled away from the intense kiss and spread my legs open, he hiked my skirt up, exposing my white knickers and then he placed himself in between my legs.
His lips latched onto my neck, and down to my shoulder leaving angry red marks, as his hands sensously run up and down my thighs. I felt him hardened, his bulge poking my thigh.
Before we could even progress farther, I was snapped back in realization. I yank his hands away with strength and pushed him back. “No, this- this is wrong” I frantically said.
Sweat trickle down my forehead and I quickly wiped it away before standing on my feet again, Draco stared at me with perplexity, his hands went to my waist trying to lift me up in the table again however I placed my hands in his chest, slightly pushing him away.
“No this - it shouldn't have happen in the first place, the fuck are we doing?” I snapped, eyes locked down on the ground.
He step closer and I felt his fingertip down my chin, he lifted my head up with it, our eyes met, interlocking. Lust and longing swirling around us, I quickly gulp, melting at his intense gaze.
“Don't act like you don't want this” He mumbled, his fingertip brushed down the sides of my neck and it dropped down, falling it to his side.
I shook my head at him “This is wrong, we are nothing Malfoy and ―”
“We were nothing back then but you still let it happen” He cutted me off.
“Look it's obvious you don't want me as your girlfriend Mal―”
“You're right” he seethed.
Ouch.
“And I don't want to be a toy you can use whenever you like alright? Go shag some other girl if you're this damn horny” I babbled, I was too mad.
His eyes grew dark and for a split second he raised his hand causing me to flinch. Turns out he was only going to tuck in a hair behind my ear and he did.
“Look Malfoy, I'm done. Alright? I'm trying so hard not to mess up this year and you - let's just finish the potion before it's too late” I sigh outloud, he retreated his hand.
He eyed me warily and I couldn't help but wonder what he was thinking behind that cold and unbothered expression.
“Fine” he stated “Hurry the fuck up so I can find me a slut to shag with later”
My heart swelled and ache with pain, he was always like this. My eyes drop to the floor and I turned around, facing the desk and grabbing my book that he shoved away at the edge of the table, I flip through the pages and took sneaky glances at Malfoy.
He look so unbothered as if what he did was just completely normal, I couldn't help but think how many times he'd done this to other girls. Wonder how much pain they feel when he treated each and one of them like a slut even though he must've taken their virginities.
My stomach clenched with uneasiness, fighting the urge not to cry.
Third Person's Pov
“Clarette! Wait up” Diana called her blonde headed girl who happens to be roaming around the corridors late at night with Luna alongside her.
The two girls turned around, eyes widening when they saw their prefect friend. Diana strode towards them a faint smile errupting from her lips.
“Where you going late this hour? Dolores had set a new curfew” Diana queried.
Clarette and Luna exchanged suspicious glances with one another and Diana was well aware. “Are you hiding something from me?”
“No”
“Of course not”
They both answered simultaneously, which made things even more suspicions.
“Luna and I have late night gatherings with some ― gryffindor girlies” Clarette cleared her throat, a forced smile escaping her lips.
Luna nodded furiously.
Diana stood in front of them, she shook her thoughts, she shouldn't be suspicious about her friends and it was wrong to think they're up to something. “Oh so you're headed to the Gryffindor common room?”
“Yes” They answered instantly.
Diana glance around hoping Malfoy would not come across them, and when the coast was clear, Diana gave them an advice
“Take the corridor to the right and go up the stone steps, there won't be any prefects patrolling the hallways” She stopped briefly then continued as her two friends listened closely
“Just becareful because that step stones ascends to the seventh floor right where the Hall of Hexes is, pretty sure Filch is lurking around those hallways, you wouldn't want to get caught”
Luna and Clarette's face lit up by the new information they got. As of now, they are really thankful that their bestfriend was a prefect.
Diana on the other hand grinned widely, unknowing that her statement was absolutely important for the two girls.
“Thanks, Diana I love you so much” Luna wrap her arms around her, hugging her loosely.
“Aren't you suppose to be with Malfoy?” she then asked, unwrapping her arms from my body.
“Yeah aren't you suppose to be patrolling the halls with him at this hour?” Clarette asked.
Diana sigh “He's down the dungeons” she lied, she was avoiding him, because then later on she will have tutor him and she wants to spend as less time as she can with that brat.
“You should really go now before another prefect pass by this corridor” Diana tried to usher them away and with a few shared banters the two blondies slid to the right corridor, disappearing in the shadows.
Diana smiled to herself before looking at the near wall clock, it was past 8 already, meaning it's time for her to head down the abandoned classroom next to the Muggle Studies room.
With a heavy hard and a disdain look on her face, she turned around and made her way to the other side of the castle, her foosteps getting heavier the closer she got.
Muttering profanities under her breath, Diana begged to Merlin in hopes that Malfoy wouldn't lash out on her for not walking alongside him to patrol the hallways.
――
“Malfoy you fucking ugly toad!” Diana snapped, striding towards him the moment she got sight of him.
Malfoy turned around and gestured for Blaise and Theo to leave, and they obeyed. His face all calm and smug, with his book bag hanging around his shoulder, his hair is neatly done and his robes are untied, showing his uniform.
“What do you need Laurier?” he queried as the furious black haired girl stood in front of him.
“You! I waited two hours!” She fumed, her hands on her hips while she rattled out. “You never came!”
Draco Malfoy only shrug his shoulders, he was not in the mood to be really talking to her “I was busy with Charms Essay”
“You could have fucking told me! I was freezi - nevermind, I'm backing out from tutoring you I don't fucking care about those two quizzes and the credits anymore” She babbled, gripping her wand tightly as she look up to him.
The students pass by them were wondering what's gotten her wand in a twist, nevertheless they minded their own business.
“Just because I didn't show up you're going to give up?” Malfoy scoff, shaking his read left to right. “And I thought you're going to be useful, pathetic”
“Says the one who literally wants to shag me” The words came out of her mouth hit her like a train of realization, she immediately slap a hand over her mouth.
Her core tightened with shockness.
Draco glanced around, and when he noticed that someone wasn't looking, he gripped her wrist tightly, the one over her mouth and pulled her to an empty classroom.
Once they got inside, Malfoy slammed the door shut before going towards her and roughly gripping her cheeks with one hand, too rough that it was almost starting to pain her.
“Stop, fuck off Malfoy” she warned yanking his hand away but he didn't even move, it only made him grip his cheeks even tighter.
“You're such a bitch Laurier” Malfoy scowled, his height towering over her.
“What made you think I want to shag you? I was thinking of somebody else, Laurier and you just happen to be there. You refused and after we've done the potions, I had someone up my dorm, a girl more worthy of my pleasure ― not some pathetic Ravenclaw”
Diana wondered what made him so moody today, she was the one who needs to be angry, she was exhausted from yesterday and she haven't gotten enough sleep due to the fact she stayed late waiting for him.
It took her every bit of strenght to sucessfully tug his hand away and when she did, her palm met his cheeks. She slapped him real hard, she couldn't contain her self anymore.
“I fucking hate you Malfoy” was her only words.
She was hurt by the fact that he slept with someone after they almost had done it. In which again, she knows she shouldn't. It was none of her business to meddle in with his relationships and certainly it shouldn't bother her because they are nothing.
Nothing at all.
She was just mad because she felt like she was a toy, like a worthless human being to him in which she's sure that, she is.
“I'm done with you, Malfoy”
His hand rubbed the part of where she had slapped him and a dangerous grin leaving his lips, he looks like a fucking psychopath, swiping his toungue across his upper teeth and biting his bottom lip.
“Good” Malfoy answered “I can finally get rid of an annoying slut”
He said then brushed past her, bumping her shoulder on purpose, making her stumble back a bit.
She should be used by his words and she was, she is, she kind of expected that he would say that but it still fucking sting ― in the heart.
Slut.
why does he always call her that?
He was well aware that she's no slut or whore hence no girl should be even called by those names, Diana thought. She wanted to move classes, change her time schedules for Potions, Divination, DADA and Transfiguration so she would not have to meet Malfoy again.
Due to her anger she left the empty classroom, meander to the other side of the castle until she reach the head professor of their house.
She didn't even knock, she just barge in without hesitation and the words immediately left her mouth before she could even think about it “Professor I want to change my class schedule”
Professor Flitwick rose an eyebrow, his specs were almost slipping down his nose bridge, one hand is holding the quill to jot down on his parchment while the other one rested on the desk. He was standing from his chair rather than sitting.
“For what?”
Diana gulp, she haven't exactly thought of a reason yet but she's glad she was able to make a reasonable explanation.
“I find my class schedule rather ― tiring and given that I am a prefect this year, changing my schedule would be more convenient”
She said in a matter-of-fact, hands interlock as she said those words.
The professor gave her an understandable expression, dipping his quill to the ink and while he jot down some words in the parchment he spoke “Alright, what subjects?”
“Potions, Divination, Transfiguration and DADA” she quickly replied.
“All those are afternoon classes” The professor noticed, lifting his head for his tedious eyes to meet hers.
“Yes I would like to exchange my afternoon classes to morning, and my morning classes to be afternoon”
“Consider it done” The Professor said.
“Thank you Professor Flitwick” Diana smiled, gave a respectful bow and left his office with a relief on her face and her heart.
Finally she doesn't have to see him, and now all she needs is to beg for Snape to exchange partners for prefects and after that - she will be finally happy for the rest of her school year.