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Five. 23/12/20

Everyone hates me
I know they do
Because of my own stupidity

It's cold
I'm cold
and 
irrelevant

My friends all despise me

and im getting tired
of constant isolation
and 
wanting to ..

i can never complete things
i can never start things
but how would that matter

I am nothing but a mere statistic
a number
a tally upon a board
a single, pitiful chalk-line

I mean nothing
a sickly, pale body
with a crooked spine 
and ..

Update Five.

I'm so sorry