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SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE BEEN DOING SOME OTHER SHIT THOUGH AND COULDNT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY LOYAL READERS AND I JUST WANNA LET YALL KNOW IM GONNA BE UPDATING MORE OFTEN BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW BOOK IM WORKING ON CALLED WHEN IN DOUBT SO HOPEFULLY I SHOULD BE DONT WITH AFTER VALENTINES DAY OR THE START OF MARCH IT STILL HAS MUCH MORE TO GO DOWN SO ITS NOT GONNA BE A CRAPPY ENDING

AMBER POV

'' brothers and sisters we are gathered here today to lay this peaceful soul to rest to help him reach the king'' the pastor spoke as i looked down at his grave with many emotions on my mind lonely was one not a lot though

but i cant aruge god needed him and he was no saint either he had took many lives it was matter of time before this life caught up with him i just wish it wasnt right now when he was needed or when he needed the most help and saving i was willing to help him

i loved him once and always will he was kind i saw him at his worst and his best god just needed his angel i couldnt be angry and it was time for him to pay for his sins to see the maker he killed he sold drugs he put fear in people

but most importantly i saw the other side of him i saw the father in him the loving man my protector my lover my bestfriend but we never truly know people till we see them hit rock bottom and thats what happened to him thats how he allowed himself to die

I threw flowers on Davids grave and watched his body be lowered into the ground none of my family attened his funeral other than Kamaria she really didnt know what was going on i just told her some bad men killed him but they were put in jail

she didnt know about him blowing up KaDaveyns building and killing all those people and him shooting up my parents front room trying to get to me and KaDaveyn in his rage of him being high off cocaine and herion a very bad mix

'' mommy is he gonna watch over us like all the other angels ? '' my baby asked i smiled at her and picked her up she was getting big '' yes baby so be good '' i told her unlocking my car and strapping her in i plugged up and turned on my chief keef

yes i feel sorry for him yes i love him yes i feel this is half my fault but i cant help that my body and mind wanted KaDaveyn and not him i drove out the burial place bumping and riding on my new rims i was having the time of my life with my daughter i was heading back home to my lovely man KaDaveyn

he was fine after the shooting i had to give him some blood and little walking help but he is fine now he run and plays basketball just like him old self and sadly he hasnt left the street life alone he promised to make it all better and leave it alone soon

but we all know that its gonna take some time for him to stop just like my father he stopped when i was 16 and he had been runinng the game before i was born so that was a long time and just like my grandfather

i pulled up in my driveway across the street from my mother or should the whole family we had moved on O.G. Drive KaDaveyn wasnt ready he wanted a big ass house for no reason and he woundered why he worked so much to stack money because he blew it on stupid things

i let my baby out and watched her cross the street to go over my mothers i waved when she entered the door and i unlocked mine i walked in the house it was kinda dim for it to be this early in the evening i walked into the kitchen i heard soft music playing

KaDaveyn stood smiling with just towel around his hips water dripping he knew this was my weakness i dropped my purse and i was about to take my heels off but he grabbed my hands and pulled me to him he kissed me i kissed him back he deepened the kiss and in no time my river got to flowing and kitty got to purring