I remembered that
That...
I'm still affected!
Ugh Fuck im still inloved with her and nothing changed on what i feel
it's been 2 years when me and Rans got break up and fuck! after 2 years I can't even move on! Move on to my past Rans! It's just that...When i'm with her Ican be who i am , i can feel the happiness that I can't feel whenever im without her that i can't feel to others..
its been a year when i feel that i'm lovable, that i'm important more than ever!... but it sucks seeing her with that guy! But what can i say? I'm not perfect, but still I have feelings , I can be sad and happy too
My teammates always told me that i'm a gender bender! and yes ! that's true! i can make straight girls to curve. But only Rans.. was the only person that affects me a lot and hurts me a lot like this! MAybe I take our relationship more seriously that's why? Right?
it's been an hour of spacing out and yes! this boring class is done!. I proceeded to cafeteria kase I'm feeling hungry again
When i'm done buying foods i proceeded to our dorm to have a rest a nap rather because i'm feeling sleepy na ! kanina pa sa sub ko! But when I saw Rans ! it totally ruined my mood ! kase after 2 years i saw her again ! And all the pain that I feel 2 years ago just came back in one moment! I hope she saw me too! But i think she wouldn't feel anything if she saw me i think i'm just a stranger na lang or friend?
When I arrived to our dorm hindi ko na pinansin teammates ko and just walk upstairs and continue walking to our room and Belle... I just ignored her and just close my eyes and I fell asleep
after 4 hours..
Belle wake me up!
" Ecka! wake up !! Dinner na !" Belle screamed
"five more minutes! Belle" i said in sleepy tone
"anong 5mins ! Isa Ecka sasapakin Kita"! Belle said
"Ugh i'm still sleepy pa eh!" I said again
"mamaya ka na unlit matulog! Kumain ka muna ! tapos e tuloy mo na mamaya!" Belle in pleasing tone
"Fine Wait lang!" I said in annoyed tone kahit hindi naman talaga!
I just fixed myself and walk down the stairs.. and Boom! I saw my teammates! looking bad to me
And when I sat down they are still staring at me
"Why are you all looking at me like that?" I asked
"hmmm.. ikaw nga Ecka umamin ka nga sa amin " Ate Alice asked
"Ano? ano naman aaminin ko??" I'm being confused!
"Ano yung kanina? wala manlang hi Ate Lara! walang pansinan? Ha Ecka!" Ate Lara said na parang galit.. well galit talaga sya!
"Ayun ba? wala kasi ako sa mood kanina" I said
"Wala ba talaga sa mood? O may Nakita ka lang kanina?" Sela said
"nako! Ecka We've just heard na nag transfer ditto si Rans! And iisang building lang kayo? tendency pwedeng nagkita kayo kanina!" ate Seki said
I just sigh..
"DOn't tell me you're still affected Ecka?!" Brei said
"FINE I AM ! WHAT CAN I SAY I STILL DO LOVE HER?! I'M TRYING NAMNA EH! IM TRYING TO FORGET EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE! BUT DESTINY IS ALWAYS PLAYING WITH ME!" I said and started crying
"Beaa.." Ate ly said calmly
"It's just that hindi kami sanay na isa sa teammates natin is getting through some problems! It can actually affect your focusness sa trainings" pahabol ni ate Alice
and then I stopped crying and I feel that im ok for now!
Maninibago talaga sila kase im one of the bullies and may pinaka malakas na trip sa mga teammates ko! KAya bihira lang nila ako makitang malungkot. kung hindi kay Rans sa Family.
Matapos kong kumain pumunta ako sa kwarto naming ni Belle
And I think there's something that bothers her kaya tinanong ko sya
"Are you okay Belle?" I said
"It's just that... Grabe pala yung pain mo Ecka" belle said while not looking at my eyes
"HAHAHHAHA! forget about that! it's just sobrang hirap" I said kahit sobrang sakit na nagawa ko padding tumawa
"tangina mo Ecka! Nagawa mo pa tumawa" Belle said na parang BAdtrip
"ofcourse Hindi naman masama diba?" I said sabay belat sa kanya
"GG! wala pakong isang araw binubully mo na ako Ecka! Belle said
Nga naman! Grabe wala pang isang araw yung tao tapos binibinyagan ko na agad!
"ok Fine! Sorry na ! baka umiyal kana! "
"Mamatay kana Ecka! susumpa talaga kita " Belle angrily said
"Maayos akong nagtanong sayo tapos ganyan isasagot mo!" pahabol ni Belle
I closed the door and locked it and lumapit ako kay belle
"Ay sus! NAgtatampo!" sabi ko sabay yakap kay Belle
"tse!" sabay tulak sakin
wala Nakong ginawa kaya nung tinulak nya ako diretso higa nako sa kama xd HAHAHAHAHA
Next Day....
Walang training! And yes! Walang pasok ! Kaya nag aya ng Mall sila ate Lara
"Mommy Lara! Sine tayooo!" Yaya ni Belle
"Oo nga ate Alice"Coco said and she grab my hand and hugged it
Well Coco always does this kaya minsan naiisip ko baka mafall ako sa kanya eh , HAHAHA
so nagkaayaan na! We proceeded to mega mall but instead of having fun our fans get crowded and tried hard to have our Autograph kaya we were finding a mall were we can be a normal person kaya we go to UPTC nalang para hindi malayo sa mansion.
so we bought muna a ticket for the movie para kakain muna kame bago manood
at ito na naman
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