Missing Peace(completed)

MP~~ 32~~

“Kamukhang kamukha mo ang Daddy mo noong bata pa sya, sa inyong magkakapatid ikaw ang kamukhang kamukha nya and you almost got his attitude maski sa pagiging seloso mo like… what I’ve said before kung bibigyan ako ng chance na baguhin ang buhay ko wala akong babaguhin. Nasaktan ako oo but ang kapalit naman noon is you, you are my hindi ka man galing sa akin but I love you more than I love myself. Galing ka rito sa puso ko ganun kita kamahal.”

With a Kool-Aid smile
and a sparkle in your eyes
I wrap you in my arms
and whisper this advice...

Be strong, be kind
Be patient and in time
You'll find out, my son
What true love is all about

 

 

                “I wonder what will happen to me kung hindi ikaw ang Mommy ko? baka hindi ako nakatapos man lang ng pagaaral ko My, Thank you My for accepting me kahit na alam ko ng hindi madali sa inyo na tanggapin ako I am very lucky to have you as my mother and Lolo, Lola and Tito Travis you never let me feel unwanted kahit na hindi ako tanggap ng iba kayo tinanggap nyo naman ako with your arms wide open.”

                “Of course son, wala ka naman kinalaman sa ginawa ng nanay mo at ng Daddy mo and it happens also before we got married. Isa lang ang mawala sa inyong apat hindi ko na alam kung papaano pa ako mabubuhay. You take care of your family magiging tatay ka na there are lots of things na matututunan mo lang along the way walang manual sa pagiging magulang always remember that dapat habaan mo ang pasensya mo not every day is sunny day.”

Be faithful and be true
Show love in all you do
Then you'll know, just how
You make your mother proud

Now, little boy days have passed
And you've grown up so fast
But in my heart
That little boy will never be far...

 

                “The song is perfect for you honey, days really passed and here you are now a full grown handsome man but you will always be my little boy who loves taking care of his younger brother and sisters, who is protective yet loving brother well, crazy sometimes *chuckles*  oh! look at your Dad…” Nilingon ko si Daddy na nakangiting nakatingin sa amin habang kinukuhanan kami ng video using his phone.

                “He looks happy Mom, hindi na sya nagseselos haha.” Maski sino sa aming magkakapatid nagseselos sya although ngayon na lang yan dahil malalaki na raw kami I still find it a little bit weird haha ayaw ko na ngang magsalita baka someday maging ganyan di ako katulad ni Daddy.

 

 

So on this blessed day
there’s so much I want to say
But above all, I thank God
For the man that you are...

 

                “Because your wedding is an exception at saka nag iinarte lang yang daddy mo na pinagseselosan ang mga anak but the truth is he wants you and your siblings to make him lambing dahil nga malalaki na kayo only the girls are showing their love to him kayo ni Slate nahihiya na...” She paused for a second.

                “I never ask you this honey, I respect every decision that you’ve made, kung ano ang gusto mo and I don’t want to ruin the moment but I really want to know kung ano ang nararamdaman mo... do you miss your mom?” Do I miss her? I don’t know.