To the Man who left me Behind,
At first it was hard, like we just met each other just to leave scars and lessons. You left me without telling any reasons why we ended up like this.
You make me happy, feel loved and special in the short time we spent together. I missed the times we're both listening to each other's sad, funny and tragic stories in our life. We became each other's sun and moon as you told me in the short time. Maybe there's hatred between us as we ended up without having a closure. You left scars on a lady who had trauma from her past and made it worst...
But looking at the other side, I'm thankful, grateful. Because you've been strong enough to leave me. You gave me a lot of lessons behind those scars you made. I became a strong lady as I meet God's love again and His faithfulness. Even when I tried to leave Him but He never left me through my darkest nights. He gives me comfort and peace that I expected from you. He never leaves me and it made me realize that I need to go back to my first love.
Every pain has a purpose. My breakdowns and heartbreaks became my breakthrough within God's love. Nothing is impossible.
I hope and I pray for your healing process, that it will be the last. I'm still grateful to have you as I learned a lot from you.
-MAYANG
