love letters ~k.akaashi~

~six~

"wait! you wrote one for akaashi?! n/n, no, you're lying."

"i wish i could say i was lying but it just gets so much worse" you say as you put your face in your hands.

momo motioned for you to continue so you did.

"i kept them hidden away in hopes that no one would ever find them. but, unfortunately that didn't work and they somehow got sent out. i don't know how or who sent them out. it's frustrating the fuck out of me, and that's not even the end." you took a break from your ranting to take sip of your coffee.

"but there is some good news. the guy from kindergarten will never get his letter cause he moved after kindergarten, so yay for that. the bad news is, akaashi and kenma received their letters..."

"n/n, no, please don't tell me there's more." momo said to you, a tinge of doubt in her voice. she knew there was more, she just didn't want to admit it. 

"there's more." you told her, looking away from her. she took a sigh before slapping the back of your head.

"you're an idiot, you know that right?" you nodded at her words, of course you knew that.

"all right, please continue." she said to you.

you rubbed the back of your head to soothe the pain of momo hitting you. her slaps were surprisingly strong. but she was a dancer so she had some form of muscle to her.

"well, when kenma got his, he texted me to meet him at a park and i agreed. so i went to school and i bumped into akaashi while i was walking to class. he said he wanted to talk to me but i was already two minutes away from being late so i pushed past him and ran to class and hoped the day would be over soon."

you looked over at momo to see if she was still paying attention to you. she gave you a nod and you continued.

"i didn't know what kenma wanted to talk about so it was all i could think about while i walked to the park. i ran into akaashi again cause apparently nekoma and fukurodani had a practice match that day, just my luck."

"i don't like where this is going."

"it gets worse, peach, now stop interrupting me please."

she nodded and you continued.

"to cut it short, i ran into akaashi, he had the letter so we talked about it. i saw kenma and he had the letter and then i kissed akaashi in hopes of not talking to him."

"F/N, YOU FUCKING KISSED AKAASHI? ARE YOU DUMB OR ARE YOU JUST STUPID?" momo said while hitting your arm, repeatedly.

"i know, i know! can you please stop hitting my arm, i'm afraid of bruising." you said as you took her hand off your arm.

"cutting it short again cause i'm just tired of talking, i met up with akaashi at a cafe and we talked about the whole thing and then he proposed a fake relationship between us. because he wants to make mai jealous and i want to make it seem like i don't love kenma anymore."

there was silence for a while until momo spoke up.

"well, what did you say to akaashi's proposal?"

"i told him i'd think about. it's been two days and i haven't given him an answer."

"well, my suggestion, just give him the answer you think is best. i'm not telling you what the answer should be, i'm just telling you to pick the best one. but i will say, i do not support one of the options. now, let's just watch the sunrise. you and i both need this." momo said as she put your head back on her shoulder and you both watched the sunrise in a comforting silence.

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you had arrived home an hour later. it was currently five am and you had to wake up for school in two hours.

you had thought about momo's words the whole car ride back. you paced in your room, back and forth, for ten minutes and then you flopped onto your bed, hoping you would be able to think but you knocked out two minutes after you laid your head on your pillow due to your lack of sleep.

you had been woken up by your alarm two hours later. you had decided on what to say to akaashi's proposal.

"hopefully i won't regret this." you mumbled as you sent him a text.

you: hey akaashi-san, it's haiba-san...can we talk more about this proposal at lunch today?

you got ready and checked your phone to see akaashi had texted you back.

akaashi: yeah sure, i'll see you at lunch.
~read~

"this shouldn't be too bad." you said as you tied your tie, put your blazer on, and went to go wake up lev.

a/n: and HERE WE GOOOO, hope you all have a great winter break, maybe you'll get another update who knows. here's my present to all of you:

noah akaashi 😁😁 have a wonderful holiday, whatever you celebrate. i'll be on winter break starting on friday so i hope to update more during that time