been laughing the whole day,
started to talk to strangers as if we've already met before,
the attitude that soo positive and cheerful,
but it change in the blink of an eye,
mind suddenly getting f up,
the miserable feeling went in,
as if it was invited,
hate it,
even those lovely things felt sad,
crying,
but it stuck,
the feelings mixed up,
wish it can stop,
but this phase,
its too hard,
it is normal,
but it felt too long,
even 1 sec felt like an hour,
seeking for someone but no one was there,
i want this phase to stop soon,
although it just starting.
