Love, Luna

The beginning: Starlight

On the journey of fixing my heart, the broken pieces led me to you.

I described you as a star for being the unreachable one. Because you've been actually the one that I have been dreaming of, and I have been searching for you for the longest time. And while I was too busy trying to find the shattered pieces of my heart, you came.

"You are the brightest star in the sky that your light actually conquered the darkness of where I was standing. You are the beautiful music that lifted me up from the sound of my heart that has been breaking for the longest time." I wrote.

Months passed by so quickly, and every now and then, I'd still look for a way to enter your world. I thought I had found one—just for a moment, I thought I had. That night, how could I ever forget our sweet little conversation? It was so magical, and the enchanting feeling grew much stronger. My heart was filled with so much happiness, but oddly enough there's also a hint of sadness deep inside my heart. In my mind, it felt like it could be the start of something beautiful, but it could just as easily be the end of a story barely beginning to unfold. No one can ever tell what the future holds and I'm afraid that there's no future for this story. "For someone who's invisible like me, I might not stand a chance, maybe at this very moment you have totally forgotten everything about me." I thought.

I am fully aware that I am now on the edge of falling even though it's just only for a fragment of time. I am in danger of falling for the unknown and it's a terrifying thought -- that I might just continue to fall and admire you from afar knowing you are far beyond my reach. So, for as long as I can, I am keeping myself from falling -- to save my heart from the agony of longing for you. But I am no longer sure if I can still save myself, II might already be a bit too late, or maybe I'm not; still unsure of my own feelings.

"For now, I will just seize the moment of seeing you from afar like a star in the evening sky. And I will never get tired of admiring your brightness until I finally learn how to fly to reach you my special star."