I'm just standing there crying I feel light-headed from all the screaming I have done.. Why won't she listen to me? Why won't she shut up? I told her if she doesn't be quiet I would end up hurting her. I'm still too weak to even lay a hand on her though.
So why did I say that?
She calls me ugly, tells me I will never find someone tells me to look at your face you stink your not pretty. You are losing your hair so don't talk to me.
Why am I alive.. I don't wanna live anymore but, I'm too scared to die. It hurts so bad the pain is not bearable.
Just shut up.
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP STOP TALKING YOUR WORDS HURT. WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND YOU'RE HURTING MY WEAK HEART. I AM NOT BUILT FOR THIS IT HURTS.
