The Battered and Broken Wife(under major editing)

The Regrets

Kiel's POV

    Pagkatapos maicremate ang bangkay ni sophia, ay dineretso ito sa sanctuario de memorial . hindi ako pumunta, dahil hindi ko matangap ang pagkawala niya. Hindi ko pa siya kayang pakawalan, hindi pa. Ayoko pa. Kung sana pinagingatan ko siya, kung sana pinaramdam at pinakita ko saknya kung gaano ko siya kamahal sana hindi ako ganito ngayon. Anyone who would see me would doubt if i am Markiel Smith, because all you can see on me is a wasted, broken man and pain kills me. All i can do is to be on the bar every night till morning so i can have a sleep. Ito lang kasi ang paraan ko kung paano makatulog at kahit papano na makalimutan siya. On morning sinusobsob ko ang sarili ko sa trabaho, as the CEO of the most popular and tough textile empire of the Smith Company, it is trully my duty to took responsibility of our company cause our father is nowhere to be found.

Parang hindi na ata ako tao, I don't even flirt with girls, i don't even think of wasting my time to talk to stephanie, she always pissed me off. Ayoko na suko na ako sa pagiging maldita niya. I-- I don't want to be rude but, can't she see? I am still mourning for my wife and  our baby.

I--- i can't hold on anymore, sometimes i even thinking on suicide, gustong gusto ko na ulit siyang makasama, gusto ko na ulit siyang mayakap, mahalikan and tell every single minute that i lover her so much  too bad, even i'm dying too say those words she won't feel it anymore. Because the truth kills me that she won't no longer come back because she's dead....