Bokuaka- once in a lifetime

•as colours glow •-part 10-

-akaashi's pov-

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I step into writing class , it's located next to the library and has an old book smell. I love it , so magical .

The teacher walks in and gives a few writing exercises.

We have windows and as I gaze outside ,I can see the dark clouds gathering , twisting ,turning .

But the glow of the room made me feel warm .... it feels like when bokuto hugged me . He gives great hugs .

I sit down and write a few things about stuff , about love but my mind begins to wonder , my focus begins to fade as I fall into that story from before .

Those eyes ,they glisten .water falling from them . The same as eyes I've seen before . Could it be ,no it mustn't be true .

My vision gets all fuzzy as I fall deep ,deep down into the depths of my imagination and memory ,

The endless nights of shouting and violence from my mum ,the days of dull and grey . Our house seemingly normal from an outsiders perspective hiding dark secrets of abuse within .

I haven't spoken out since I fear if they speak to my mum she will tell them I'm lying before yelling at me for hours once I get home .
It's never been too bad though , it's actually gotten a bit better since high school started . She rarely hits me but when she does she never holds back .

The shouting never stops ....

I realise it's been 10 minutes , I've been staring at a page .

The warm rushes back to me like a storm of cookies , rain starting to patter on the dark windows , falling from the icy cold sky .

I politely ask my teacher if I am allowed to read for just a bit . We still have a whole hour till break so I begin reading .

And reading , but none of it stuck in my brain. Sliding out like slime in my hands .

I have my computer on me so I do some studying about Katherine's sexuality that she told me earlier

I open up google begin to read

She is asexual aroflux I believe

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Asexual

Not having sexual feelings for other people ,

Though asexual people still can have sex and wish to have sexual activity . They do not feel sexual attraction towards people of any gender ,sex or gender identity .

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Aroflux

Aroflux is a romantic orientation on the aromantic spectrum .

But it can vary and change

-someone who's romantic orientation fluctuates ,but always stays on the aro spectrum (one day your demiromantic next you might greyromantic then freyromamtic)

-someone who's romantic orientation fluctuates from experiemcing lots of romantic attraction ,some romantic and no romantic attraction

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That was very cool

I still have a lot to learn , some of this stuff I'm finding I kinda relate to ....
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Note : I wrote that to educate and provide a bit more knowledge about Katherine's character if you think I got any of those definitions wrong please comment and provide a better definition
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The bell rings , one more class, then i have to go home .