"Mommy" I called
"What" she called back
"Would you come here please"
I had just got back from the bathroom I started my period for the first time and I have no idea what to do. The way mommy complains about hers I was scared to death
"What up princess" she walked in
"Umm" I looked down embarrassed
"What baby" she looked a little concerned now
"Hey look at me" she lifted my chin
"What ever it is I won't be mad at you, there's no need to be embarrassed okay, I'm your mommy" I nodded
"I started my period mommy"
"Oh no, oh my god, ZOE" she looked horrified
"No mommy please not mama I called you in here for a reason" I said getting frustrated
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby, your right" she hugged me just as mama walked in
Mama clearly saw the destreass on both of our faces
"Are you guys okay, babe?....Janie Bear?"
"Yep were fine, false alarm, you can go back downstairs we'll be down in a second" When she left mommy took me into the bathroom
"Sit on the toilet" she told me softly as she closed the door before getting something out from under the sink
"Here baby watch mommy closely" she neld infront of me
She took it out of the wrapper and stuck it onto my underwear then took little wings and wraped them around
"You got it?" She asked
"I think so" I told her tears laced in my voice
She sighed and got up to wash her hands I pulled up my pants and did the same
She must have noticed me crying because she took me intro her embrace
"It's okay monster"
Monster. That was her favorite nickname for me growing up. I missed that
"What on your pretty little mind" she guided me to our bed
Yes the 3 of us still sleep together
"I'm scared"
"Why Janie it's not that bad"
"What do you mean you yell and cry, then you get really mean, and then you get all sweet, then you get really horny-"
She covered my mouth
"Okay I got the point" she said a little sternly
"I promise it's not as bad as I make it seem" she pulled me into her arms wiping my cheeks
"Will you let me hold you like a baby?" She asked
I nodded and giggled
She cradled me too her and rocked back and forth it was actually very comforting
"I miss when you were a little baby" she told me kissing my head
"What was I like"
We haven't really talked about baby's since my little brother passed away at only the age of 3 when I was 5
It really messed mama up, she's not the same
"Well I remember very vividly the night you were born" I looked up at her intreaged
