Feelings || Kai || ff S2

Feelings S2 Part 4

Kai: she didn't even listen to me

I screamed as I got out of the bed

Suho: it's ok, give her some time

Kai: hyung she was also kissing Mino

Suho: (sigh) i don't know what to say. Ok just chill, take a deep breath and think how you can talk to her

Kai: hyung nothing is working. Hyung I'm gonna die without her

My tear came out as I spoke to Suho hyung. All the others tried to calm me down

Kai: it was a misunderstanding. Why can she not just understand this small shit

Chanyeol: ok Kai, it's ok. We'll try to talk to her ok?

Kai: no

If she doesn't wants to listen to us then ok, she doesn't needs to

Kai: leave it hyung. She is not gonna listen to you

Xiumin: ok let's just leave Jongin alone for a bit or now, we can talk later

All the boys nodded and left me alone

Why was she kissing him? She knows I hate Mino so much. Well I guess it's also kinda my fault because of kissing Jennie. But she doesn't knows what happens back there. Ufffff I hate this

After staying in my room alone for 10 minutes, I went out and I found all the boys were sitting in the living room. They all looked really worried for me. It's all my fault

Kai: guys I'll go out, I need some fresh air. Please stop worrying about me. I'll come home in a bit

Kyungsoo: come home before dinner. We are gonna have dinner together ok?

I fake smile and nodded. Then I left. 

Since the MAMA show was in 3 weeks, I decided to take a break after the show. So I went to PDNIM and told him that I needed a break after the show and he said it's fine to take a break after the mama award. I hate my life. Now I get it why I was all the wierd vibes and gut Feelings that day in the car. 

I decided to go to the amusement park. Of course I went by myself. Honestly I hate wearing theses masks and shit when you have to go out because you are an idol.

I went to the amusement park because yeah there is no reason, I'll just go and I'll try to cheer myself.

I took my own car and while I was going I was listening and again I was trying to cheer myself up. When I finally reached the park, I parked my car and I went inside

Kai: damn why is it so crowdy in the park today. 

I was thinking to myself

Then I heard a guy screaming 

Guy: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL 

I was confused as fuck for some reason I mean I know it was someone's birthday but jeez calm your nerves down bro

I was about to walk and I bumped into Someone

I bumped into a little boy, he fell and I helped him to get up

Kai: hey little buddy are you ok?

Little boy: yes I'm fine

He said with a bright smile

then he left

Since I was alone I went to the park cafe, I got a coffee for myself and I sat in the table. I finally took off my mask. I hope there are no fans around here.