❤️Insecureties❤️

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                    ~Sunday~

《~○•3:34 Pm•○~》

-Mental Disorder, a bit of choking kink😗

(Btw if yall don't already know. I switch between second person and first person a lot 💀)
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You were at your house eating some pizza with some sweats on. You had then finished eating and decided to go upstairs to your room. You were about to go, reach for your phone until you saw your mirror.

You then stepped back to look at yourself slowly. You then took off your shirt and was now looking at your stomach.

"Am...getting fatter? You asked yourself viewing yourself more in the mirror.

You let out a soft sigh as you decided you were correct. There were stretch marks coming on your thighs/legs and and breast.

Although, your friends never thought that since you looked in shape and always worked out. Yet, you could only feel as though you were becoming bigger every second.

Before you knew it you started to overthink it. Does he think im getting too big too? Bakugo should have seen the difference in weight now. Does that just mean ill have to train more? Should you go on a diet?

More thoughts flooded your mind as a build up of frustration erupted. "What if I wont be able to change...?" Was the thought that triggered some tears to fall. Some may say your exaggerating, but it doesn't help that i have a GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder).

GAD: Severe, ongoing anxiety that interferes with daily activities. An example could be you worrying too much about ordinary things, such as bills, relationships, or your health. It can upset your sleep and cloud your thinking.

I just laid on my bed trying to call myself down the best I could as i tried the stuff Bakugo recommended me to do if it occurs. He of course knew this problem I had yet never shamed me for it. He would usually help out at times like these...but hes not here...and even if I wanted to call him over. Im not ready to have that type of conversation...

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A good hour and a half has past as I was sleeping after crying so much. I had gave myself a headache in the process, so it was best if i did sleep. Yet, the thing that you forgot yourself was that you and Bakugo were supposed to hangout every Sunday or so.

As more minutes past, you could hear a loud knock at your door

You woke up shortly for the noise, startîng to get out of your bed to stretch a little. You then heard another bang on the door as you yelled

"IM COMING, GEEZ!"

You decided to slip on your black fuzzy slippers and walk downstairs to your door. All you knew was that whoever had the audacity to bang on your door like a mad person, was going to feel pai-

While you opened the door mid thought, you were arrived with the sight of your boyfriend standing before you.

You then remembered that he said, he was coming over to hang out with you after he finished training with Kirishima.

You then opened up the door completely only to be be met with a glare.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls?" He asked while stepping inside, taking his shoes off.

"I was asleep..." You said, but it seemed to you Bakugou wasn't buying it much, but he didn't say anything and just sat down on the couch.

You then locked the door behind you before deciding on what to do next.

You ended up decided to go to the kitchen to cook something since you were a bit hungry. While you were about to get some stuff out, you remembered about your weight again.

You then decided to put the knife down and put the supplies back.

"Weren't you about to make something?" Bakugou had asked before getting up walkin towards you.

"I do miss your cooking...you know," He said, grabbing you from your waist from the behind.

"I-i was just not hungry yet, that's all." You said, turning around now faced to face with Bakugou giving a fake smile.

Bakugou had then tsked in annoyance and walked away.

Bakugou could tell something was up. You were acting strange to him, and he wanted to know what was wrong.

You then went to go, sit on the couch next to him as he was about to place his hand around you, but you then remembered about your sudden insecurities.

You then decided to move a little farther from your boyfriend.

Bakugou noticed how you distanced yourself from him which now just pissed him off.

Bakugou had enough and got up and walked towards you. He grabbed you, before throwing you over his shoulder.

"W-wait what are you doing?" You asked yet not receiving an answer.

You had let out a sigh before you could see we were inside of your room.

Before you knew it he threw me on top of the bed before speaking.

"Im going to kill you...with my god damn TICKLES!" He yelled out before tickling me non stop knowing where all your weak spots were.

"P-please! I beg of you," I yelled out, tears forming in my eyes

"Are you gonna tell me whats wrong then?" He said smirking while he stopped for a while.

"I- um, WAIT HOLD ON," i yelled out as he started back up while tears came out from so much laughter.

"Alright ill tell you j-just stop tickling me," I said trying to retain my breath.

Bakugo just smirked, pleased before sitting beside you as he waited for you to speak.

"Ive um...been thinking lately," i said softly while I was starting to get nervous wanting to just say nevermind. Or forget it yet he placed his hand on mine "Continue," was all he said.

You took a deep breath before speaking again.

"Ive been thinking that...ive been gaining a lot of weight lately, and was wondering if you'd still lov-" I said before before Bakugo grabbed me by my neck kissing me🥴. It was as if he knew exactly what I would say because I saw no hesitation.

After a few seconds i tried to break it but he grabbed my neck a bit tighter tonguing me down. I was now pinned down on the bed as he continued. As i was already out of breath he stopped kissing me as i caught my breath.

"W-what was tha-" I tried to say only for him to do the same thing again. After more minutes had pass of him abusing my lips he finally stopped while i coughed some.

"You think I only love you...because of your body? If thats what you think than your wrong. I would have never dated you in the first place if that was just the case," he said continuing.

"I love you for you dumbass," He said flicking my forehead.

Oww-

"Theres no such thing as a perfect body idiot, everyone has their own imperfections. But yours to me..," he dragged on as he grabbed my hand kissing the palm of it.

"Are...unique," he said genuinely smiling.
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