HIM VS. HIS BESTFRIEND (ON-HOLD)

CHAPTER FOURTEEN: I Need To Protect Her

CHAPTER FOURTEEN:

 I Need To Protect Her

JESS' POV

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Thanks 4 Nothin'

" I cant even know what to say

I've been hurt I've been played

and I'm so ashamed

I can't even cry it's that deep

You just lie and you cheat

Like its nothing "

I love you babe.. pero bakit mo ko ginanto... naging tapat naman ako sayo.. ikaw lang..... ginawa kitang buhay ko.. pero bakit... 

" see you said that you loved me

to and so I trusted you

but i guess that subconsciously I knew

but i never met a boy so true

never thought of me and you

but you was just fronting "

The first time you said you loved me.. ang saya ko.. lahat ng pagtitiwala ko binigay ko sayo.. pero hindi ko alam na ginagago mo lang ako...

"aye boy thanks for nothing

i never knew enough about you babe

i guess i only have myself to blame

now im broken hearted and shattering

you were just playing a game"

I made you my world... pero di pa pala kita ganon kakilala.. how i miss the old times.. mga panahong masaya tayo... pero wala akong masisising iba kundi sarili ko.. dahil nagmahal ako sa isang tao,.. na yun pala.. pinaglalaruan lang ako..

"nothing anyone can do to convince me babe

i was living in a lie, just a masquerade

now i only know that ill never be the same

you were just playing a game"

All this time... All this time nabubuhay pala ako sa isang kasinungalingan... I was so inlove with you Babe.. pero bakit?! Bakit ganto.. :"(( 

I love you babe..,

We're on our way back to manila..

Tahimik lang ang grupo namin.,..

Shane,, Jen... Neth,, Cris...

Pero may kulang...

T___________T

Wala si Sean..

Umuwi na daw kagabi...

Nag pasundo sa Family Driver nila...

I never had a chance to say Goodbye..

Naguguilty ako kasi hindi niya deserve yung sampal na nagawa ko kagabe.... 

Di ko naman kasi alam... :(

Sorry Sean...

I'll make it up to you...

" Our class will resume on Monday... Be sure to have your group work done.. Thank you, goodbye and Take Care HRM students.." -Ms. Adviser

Umuwi na si Jen, Neth at si Cris..

Si Shane naman. ang mag hahatid sakin..

@HOME

*door opens*

" Hi Panget! Di kita namiss ah! Bakit umuwi kana? HAHA. " --Kuya Maw.

Sira ulo tong' katapid ko.. kung alam mo lang kuya.. =(( Kung alam mo langg.. :(

I hugged him tight... and i started crying...

D ko alam... dko na pigilan ang sarili ko. :(

All i need is comfort... T_______T

" Huy..Okay ka lang Jess? What happen baby?" --Kuya

By this time.. i know he felt that Im not fine..

but please... Sana hindi mo malaman na...

My heart was torn into pieces because of Russel...

Hindi niya pwede malaman kasi...  Baka saktan niya pa si Russ..

" No Kuya.. Im fine.. Namiss lang kita.. "

I give him a fake smile...

" Sge. Tataas na ko Maw.. Pagod e. " 

I hugged him once more and start to walk...

 MAW's POV

(A/N: Walanya NagkaPOV kapa?! =)) )

I knew what happen..

Shane Called me awhile ago..

But she asked me to stay calm at wag ipahalata kay Jess na alam ko na..

She called me because she was too worried for Jess.

Baka magbigti to. O kaya maglaslas.. Mahirap na..

I need to protect her...