Now I would be lying if I didnt say that during sad times, I'd shut myself out from society. Express myself through writing, listen to sad music, and pray that I get better.
Is that what I'm doing right now??
Possibly.
Though i find it extremely relaxing to do this, it does not aid me in getting help.
What I need is someone to talk to. Someone who actually cares.
"Are you okay?" The sentence that touches me to the core.
I would go on crying for hours when someone asks me that.
It makes me reevaluate things, and reminds me that I'm not okay.
Yet I still have the audacity to answer "yes I'm fine now"
I'm fine is not good enough, people know that, and continues to start long conversations with you.
I just want to be alone.
with my thoughts.
so i say, " yes I'm fine now"
people fall for it.
I love it when they do.
Or do i?
