Tragedy // Luke Hemmings

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"I'm fucking ugly!!! Look at me!!" I shouted and fell to the ground, crying.

"I am looking at you. And your the most beautiful girl I know. Julia, just because you don't have hair, and because you gained a little weight, none of that matters to me. I've never met anyone like you. My heart beats an extra mile for you baby. Your the only person that can calm me down during a night terror. When I'm pissed off or sad, I only go to you. You help me so much, and now it's my turn to help you. I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you."

"I hate you for making me feel this way." I sighed

"What way?"

"I love you, idiot."

"No!!" I looked at him

"I'm suppose to say it!! I love you Julia. HA!"

"I said it first." I stuck my tongue out at him. He chuckled and grabbed my face, kissing it. He stopped after a minute, he kept our foreheads against each other.

My phone buzzed. Lexi was calling.

J: Hey Lex
L: JULIA! I'm COMING OVER YOU DIDNT TELL ME MICHAEL WAS THERE!!
J: Oh shit, sorry I forgot. Where are you?
L: Outside your door.
J: Haha come in and come downstairs.
L: On my way!
I hung up.

"Who was that?" Luke asked

"Lexi. She wants to see you Mike."

"SHE'S COMING?? YESSSS!!!! I MISSED HER SO MUCH OH MY GOsh I-"

He got inturupted by Lexi running down the stairs and jumping in his arms. I smiled at them. They are all here, all of my best friends plus my first love. I sighed, I needed to tell them. Not right now though, I didn't want to bust the mood. I just thought about how happy Ashton was, and to make him even more happier, I texted Maggie and invited her over.

"Ashton, guess what?"

He smiled at me.

"What?"

"Maggie's coming over." I smiled really wide at him. His smile got so much wider.

"Really?!"

"Yeah."

"Ohmygosh! Ohmygosh? OH MY GOSHHH!!!!!" He came over and hugged me so tight. As we were hugging I noticed how happy everyone was. Calum even, he was laughing at something Lexi said. Mikey's hand was around Lexi's waist, Calum was laughing. Luke was watching me and Ash. Ash was freaking out because of Maggie. I dunno everyone was happy, including me. Ash stopped hugging me as my mom called down, telling me Maggie was coming down. I squealed for Ashton. He blushed as he saw Maggie for the first time. She stopped once she saw him.

"Ash?!"

"Hi Maggie."

She ran from the stairs into his arms. She was kissing his cheek and blushing so much. She grabbed me and pulled me into a hug.

"I'm sorry I didn't say Hi to you first. How are you? I've missed you like crazy."

"It's okay, I've missed you too, Mags."

I smiled at her and walked over to Luke. I see everyone has a drink so I go grab one. Cal comes over.

"Hey Ju."

"Hi Cal." Finally I hugged him.

"God I've missed you." I hugged him tighter.

"I missed you to Ju."

"How are you Cal?"

"How am I? How are you."

"I'm okay Cal. You?"

"I'm okay."

I smiled at him.

"You needa girl too? I got one."

"Yeah get someone to distract me."

"From?"

"I don't like you anymore don't worry.." He whispered and trailed off

"Then from what?"

"Your pain."

He sighed.

"Don't please."

"Look, I know you Julia. I know your lying to everyone. And I sure as hell know that there's something your not telling us. Probably involving your surgery. I happen to figure it out when you told Luke that you wanted nothing to do with him. You can't hide this anymore Julia. You can't smile and pretend everything's okay, because it's not. You have to tell everyone. I worry about you, okay?"

"Cal why do you know me so well?"

"Because I've been in your situation."

AN: holy shit don't hate me for the late update. im sorry im gonna double update rn okay bye love you. enjoyyyy :)))))) xx