"Let me finish explaining everything first, okay" He said softly looking at her which she could only respond with a nod as he was still holding her hand. Nagisa turned back to everyone his expression more serious, "As I was saying Koro-sensei believed someone wants to kill me but he also said since he hasn't gone and done it yet he wants to get to me threw others"
"So your saying they're going after someone you know" Nakamura stated putting her phone down
"Yes, Koro-sensei warned me that they'll go after either my mom, Kayano, or anyone in Class E"
"So then why do you two go off during training, wouldn't that help?"
"The training we do is oriented around everyone progressing together. If I wanted to get stronger I needed something faster and more suited towards me" He explained reminiscing his training
"But why didn't you tell us?" Kayano said eyes showing pain, "We could have helped"
"If you helped there'd be a more likely chance of you all getting hurt. Simply put I don't want to lose anyone so I'll deal with it myself" Nagisa stood up as he grabbed his bag and started walking away
Karma stood up with his hands in his pockets and his eyes glazed over in anger staring down his friend as he kept walking, "so is that it. Do you think we're that weak that we'd get hurt helping you" he shouted, face changing to one of rage as his friend turned to face him
"I don't think any of you are weak" he stated matter a factly
"Then why not let us help" Kayano asked searching his eyes for an awnser she couldn't find
"Because I'd rather fail alone and die, then win in the end and lose a friend" he turned and started walking again, "I care about all of you and I want to protect everyone. So I'll do it alone so no one else has to save me"
Soon Nagisa was gone but no one could take their eyes off of where he once was, Everyone trying to make sense of why he didn't wish for others to help
"You all seem confused" Koro-sensei said walking behind Kayano and placing a tentacle on her head for what he hoped was reassuring
"Why won't he let us help" She asked turning to face her teacher, eyes shadowed by her hair, "Are we really that useless" she looked up at him with tears ready to fall from her eyes that where searching, begging for some kind of awnser to her inner turmoil
Koro-sensei began to rub her head his smile not changing physically but showed understanding, "No, If I know my student he thinks everyone of you are strong if not better than him"
"What do you mean he thinks we're better" Karma asked wondering what he meant when he said his ex-friend thought everyone was better than him
"Because of Nagisa's physical appearance, everyone around him tends to considered him weak and fragile. Even though he ignored it, it still built a kind of doubt that he couldn't notice was really there" He looked at the setting sun as he thought of his student, "Nagisa believes that he should deal with his own problems because he simply wishes to prove to himself he can protect the people he holds dear. More than that he wants to protect everyone, to shoulder everyone's burdens, your pain and your hardships."
"Bullshit" Terasaka screamed stomping his foot in the ground, "We never asked to be protected, that shrimp needs a reality check because I don't see any of us needing his help."
"Its more than that Terasaka" Koro-sensei said finally looking away from the now fully set sun and looked at his enraged student, "Nagisa doesn't think any of you are weak, not by any means but that's his dilemma. He doesn't add himself to the equation. He thinks that everyone contributes something to the class, Isogai with his leadership, Karma with his strength, Kayano with her acting to name a few, but Nagisa doesn't believe that he brings anything to the table. He sees himself as weak and easily dealt with, someone that can become a liability to the class the second a threat shows itself. He doesn't want to shelter you from everything, he just wants to be useful like the world told him he needs to be"
It finally sunk in to everyone how Nagisa truly felt. Everyone knew what it was like being in 3-E, the class of rejects. Ostracized from the world with no expectations of ever becoming anything worth being mentioned. It took its toll on everyone but they looked a little deeper on how it effected Nagisa. He was someone openly harassed and made fun of for his appearance, his own mother tried to change him into something he's not. Landing in to 3-E lowered his belief in himself even more. He was someone no one believed in and no matter what he did, it always ended in failure and disappointing others. His self worth fell so low to the point that he never even argued when he was handed the toy grenade and was tasked with using it. Only thinking of catching himself in the blast. Everyone finally realized what that meant.
Nagisa saw himself as nothing but a tool, a object to be disposed of when its purpose was fulfilled.
While everyone was shell shocked at their revelation Koro-sensei heard the sound of crunching leaves and turned to meet the two individuals that walked into the clearing
"My what a fascinating story, I almost wish I snatched the boy when I had the chance" standing there with one eye missing next to a figure completely covered in a rubber suit was Kotaro Yanagisawa.
And off at the bottom of the hill was the snake as he watched a yellow sphere surround the mountain as he dropped his bag and dashed up the mountain
As the saying goes, "When the Snake's away the rats will play"
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Alright done. Sorry if me trying to make Koro-sensei sound smart ended up sounding stupid. I have a hard time trying to be Philosophical with everything.
Also I know thats not the saying I just made it like that. And when I say rats I mean Yanagisawa not 3-E for anyone who some how thought I was being rude
Anyway this chapter I give in honor of Shy_deku simply because he reminded me to finish this otherwise it would have taken a solid month longer to do.(and also everyone else how asked he just stuck out. Sorry if I'm a dick) So I encourage you to remind my dumbass lazy self to finish what I started.
Thank you for reading and Goodnight
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