"You don't deserve anyone."
"How could you have everything even when you do nothing."
"How could you say that when you know nothing."
"You're just selfish."
"Stop..You're hurting everyone.".
...
I know that...I know that because i told myself that...
I woke up from the voice of my brother telling me to get up and that its noon already. I would tug myself to bed again as he would walk out of my room.
I turned on my phone and had been reminded about the late night conversation...
"Guess this is it..".
Getting out of bed was like pulling an elephant. Putting on a mask that says "I'm alright and theres nothing I'm worried about" was like commiting suicide.
