*beach waves* I close my eyes while sitting in my room. *knock knock* "come in!" I yell for the person outside the door to enter. "Come do the laundry", "do I really have to mom" "duh faith get up" my mom says walking out the door. "Ughhhh" I yell getting up putting on my shorts then I grab my AirPods and went down stairs. "Dammit fuck this game!" I hear my brother yell while walking down the stairs. " watch yo language boy" my mom said while handing me the laundry basket. As I head towards the laundry room I tripped. "Audrey stop playin" I yelled and all she did was laugh then ran away. I hate it here I said in my head. (Later in the day) "yeah im fine I promise..." , "you sure cause it look like you holding back your tears", "okay fine I'm a fucking reck my family doesn't give af about me and my mental health", " I'm sorry your going through all this bestie ", "I'll be fine thank you for listening sa'mya" , "of course I love you", " I love you too ima see you tomorrow ", "okay try to stay strong bye". "I'm alone all I got is me" I repeat in my head till I fell asleep.(Morning) "FAITH!" I wake as soon as I heard my name. I get up and go to the stair rail "yes mom", "we have company come introduce yourself", "I just woke up just warning whoever is down there". I heard a deep voice chuckle coming from the table filled with breakfast. I walk towards the table after I came down the stairs. "Hey nice to meet you " , " nice to meet you too" I said shaking his hand. "This is jayvon he will be staying here till they find him a good home", "you could call me von though" von said as my mom pulled out my chair to sit down. I sat down and grabbed a piece of bacon "this is a nice home yall have", "thank you sir" my mom replied, "who's this ma?" , my brother asked coming to the table while carrying our little sister audrey. "This is jayvon he will be staying till his foster family gets everything they need to get full custody", " oh nice to meet u bro I'm deshawn" my brother said dabbing von up. "Mommy I hungry" Audrey called to my mom to pick her up. "Theres plenty of food mamas" my mom says picking her up and putting her in her high chair.(Few minutes after eating) "yall something else for real I'm already enjoying being here" , "we're glad to have you here too" my mom says picking up our plates. "Well I have homework ima go upstairs" I say getting up from the table. " please show von to his room", "no take my room!" Audrey yelled pointing at von. "Audrey ain't nobody want your room" deshawn said while getting up to go to the living room. "I will make sure I don't choose your room Audrey" she shakes her head up and down then we walked away. "You haven't talked to me much" von said to me as we walked up the stairs. "Oh sorry you feel that way I'm just that type of person that stays to their self", "you good I just want to get to know you better". We make it up the stairs and I showed him to his room. "Thanks for showing me", "your welcome" i said walking away. I went to my room and closed the door "ughh why does he have to be fine". (Next morning) *Alarm clock* "damn that quick" I said running my eyes. I grab my computer and started to log on to my chrome book. "I hate corona but thank god we don't have to actually go to school" *knock knock* "come in" I yelled then the door opened. "Hey faith" von said walking into my room. "How do you know my name?" "When your mom called you"
"Oh what do you want?" "The other bathrooms are taken can I take a shower in yours?" "What the hell just wait" "look I ain't do nothing to you what's yo deal" "uh do you not see" I said getting up "you coming into my house running shit like get the fuck out we have enough problems here" I said pushing him out then slamming my door. "Damn!" I said under my breath. (Deshawn) *opens bathroom door* "what the hell goin on?" I said to jayvon. "Uh yo sister wildin you might wanna see if she okay" he said walking to the bathroom. "Bro what do you mean you must did something for her to act like that" "all I know is never ask to use her shower" he said then closing the door. I walk towards faiths room. *knock knock* "GO AWAY" she yelled. " Faith open the fucking door" after I said that she opened the door. "Don't start playing daddy deshawn" she said rolling her eyes. "Fuck dad that bum ass nigga keep going to jail" "don't talk about him like that!" She yelled pushing my chest. "Back up!" I yelled trying to push her away. Then I heard the door buss open " break this shit up!" My mom yelled trying to break us apart. Then faith finally let go. "I hate him so much mom!" Faith screamed and cried in my moms arms. "What the fuck did I do" "get out deshawn!" My mom yelled pointing outside the room. When I walked out I seen Audrey. "Hey aud" "what you do faith" she said stomping her feet. "Faith is just going threw it not having dad here" " don't touch ha" she rolled her eyes went in faiths room and slammed the door. I walked to my room and sat on my bed. "Damn this shit hitting me hard" a tear fell from my eye.
