TW!! THIS INVOLVES A KOREKIYO TYPE PAST!
I feel like crying. I don't know why but I got reminded of my fucking cousin, and I hate it, I hate it here so much. I hate her so much. If it's okay I want to talk about the reason why
TW!! Again!!! This involves incest, manipulation, harm, I don't want you guys to be triggered! Please don't read the book if it triggers you!
I hate how she'd hurt me physically and emotionally, then have the fucking audacity to put the blame on me, whenever she did anything wrong I kept my mouth shut, and I was so god damn stupid for it, I'm such a pushover. My idiot self thought this was love, and fell for my god damn cousin, I want to punch myself, it was abusive and toxic. Last year when she found out, she forced me into a kiss, I hate it, I fucking hate her. She literally asked me to fuck her, and now I hate anything sexual, I hate her. I hate life. I hate it. I hate knowing I thought this was love and thought it was okay, I hate it here and I want to cry.
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My feelings
Non-FictionBasically, this isn't much of a story, but a journal, I will be writing my feelings and what made me that way, I will put trigger warnings if anything bad happened that is triggering. Also I have been working on my story but just needed to make this...
