TW: mention of self harm and suicide!
This is fake it isnt me
Dear diary,
Sup its 19th of October 2020 and I already feel stupid writing this but my mum said it helps, like she would know shit so.... I guess I wright about life? I just finnished my weekly self harm trip to the bathroom but dropped the scissors in the toilet where I just peed.... i still used them i dont care if i get infected whats the point in life any way, my friend just roasted all my comforts and sent me a picture of a ugly anime character called Ryo saying he was an upgrade from ugly ass Ryan Guldemond and you do not know how hard i wanted to punch her NO ONE bad talks any member of mother mother infront of me.
I need to see my therapist tommorow and she doesnt help ive been feeling worse since last week i tried to find pills to end my life and she told everyone and i got upset and my head teacher got annoyed and treated me like a child's first day of school when they dont come in and there losing there patience like grl i just told people i tried to commit and your getting inpatient becuase im not in a fit state to stay in class? Like she threatened to make my mum pick me up in a strict voice i was so mad but told her i was fine... I HATE HER
Anyway
