SORRY, I LIED

065

FOUR CHEESE

12-25-2018

1:21 AM

Evelyn:

Love, how's it going?

I'm so worried

Do you want me to come over your house?

Shanaia:

I'll go, too.

Bhie, it's your birthday 😔

Lauvien:

Guys, I'm cancelling our plans for tomorrow

Sorry

I'm not in the mood for any celebration

I just want to cry non-stop

I'm sorry

Shanaia:

Alam mo, pupuntahan ka na talaga namin diyan. Dadamayan ka namin.

Evelyn:

We won't leave you alone, okay?

Lauvien:

Putangina naman kasi

Ang sakit pala, 'no?

Ang sakit sakit

Shanaia:

Naiiyak na rin ako. Fuck!

Lauvien:

And you know what?

I thought I prepared for this.

I lost count how many times I oriented and rehearsed myself with every possible scenario that might happen

I prepared myself for the worst.

Pero ibang-iba pala kapag totoo na

Kahit pa na pakiramdam ko matagal na 'kong handa, hindi pa rin pala talaga

Ang sakit sakit pa rin pala.

Sobra.

Evelyn:

Love...

Lauvien:

It just feels so heavy right now

Ang bigat bigat sa puso

He hates me so much now.

Guys, galit na galit siya sa 'kin

He's disgusted of me

He hates me so bad

Shanaia:

@Evelyn can you fetch me here? Pupuntahan na talaga natin si Love

Lauvien:

Please don't.

'Wag na kayong pumunta. I just want to be alone tonight

And I'm not at home

Evelyn:

Huh?

Where are you?

Lauvien:

I'm at Cath's grave.

Shanaia:

What the hell?

Evelyn:

Seryoso ka?

For damn's sake, it's almost 2 AM and you're outside tapos sa sementeryo pa?

It's dangerous out there, Lauvien!

Lauvien:

Kinausap ko lang si Cath

I cried in front of her grave

I apologized to her many times because I hurt her boyfriend so bad.

Shanaia:

The fuck?!

Love naman... stop acting like it's your fault. Stop apologizing to everyone.

This is not entirely your fault, okay?!

At isa pa, why would you even apologize to her? She's the least person that deserves an apology from you! Sa kaniya pa nga mismo galing 'yung idea na 'to, diba? This is what she asked for!

Evelyn:

Sha, stop saying that.

Shanaia:

Why should I?

Tama naman ako, diba?

And Catherina's completely aware of Love's feelings for Ky pero she still asked her that horrible favor of lying to him! Last favor, my ass! That was just so stupid!

Evelyn:

You're aware that you're badmouthing your deceased friend, right?

Lauvien:

Guys, tama na.

Tama na, please.

Shanaia:

And diba Kylo doesn't know that this is all his girlfriend's idea?

Lauvien:

He doesn't know and I won't let him know

Shanaia:

Puta?

Lauvien:

I don't want him to be mad at Cath

I won't let that happen

I'd rather take all the blame.

Evelyn:

I don't like how selfless you are, Lauvien. It's too much.

Please stay where you are. We're going there.