LIVING WITH 23 BOYS💚 {NCT FF}

Chapter 4

Rosè: stop that fake acting of yours 

i didnt let that girl bother me, i ignore her words, all what matters is that why do i feel so unfair, my own brother is angry at me and everyone is basically looking at me like im their prey

Y/n: STOP LOOKING AT ME YOY FUCKING SHI-
Jaehyun: YAH YOUR LANGUAGE!!!
Y/n: WHAT ABOUT IT?

 and a tear dropped onto my cheeks, i look at jaehyun while i stop my self from crying

Y/n: ARE YOU JUST GOING TO DEFEND THAT GIRL? 
Rosè: of course im his girlfriend you slut
Y/n: G-GIRLFRIEND?!! 

i look at my brother who was holding that girl's hand, and i guess its true, so what is this now? you choose your girlfriend over you sister? Stupid brother

Y/n: oh okay, fuck you!

i can feel my  breath started to get heavier, that its making it hard for me to breath and that's when i know that im doomed!

i held my chest, tryi g to catch my breath as i stop my self from crying, I look at Jaehyun then, Rose, i scoffed at them before i look at the crowd, and i made an eye contact with Lucas, and that was the cue

im having panic attack, Lucas's eyes widen and push the people aside, Lucas went into my bags, and tried to look for calming pills or inhaler or something that calms me down

at the time was moving, i started to gasped for air, and slowly falling in the floor, all of my attention was in lucas, i didnt notice my brother was looking at me

Jaehyun: yah! Stop that!

he said, but i ignore his words, i have to time to argue with him

Jaehyun: yah!! Y/n!!

again i ignore him, i just look at lucas, as i gasp for air, Mark who just came in the classroom, saw me on the floor, he let go of the books that he was holding and ran to me

mark: hey, are you okay?

I just look at Lucas and ignore him, he knows, mark is aware that i have panic attacks, and he started blabbing

Jaehyun: what?

i heard him ask, Mark look at him 

Mark: Hyung! what happen?

doyong who also arrived at the scene saw me on the floor in marks lap, he didnt hesitate to psh Jaehyun and rose aside and he sat next to me

Doyoung: breathe slowly!
Y/n: lucas faster!
Lucas: shit! Wait
Yuqi: here

Yuqi gave LUcas the inhaler that fell on the floor, Lucas gave the girl a small thanks then ran to Mark, handing Yn the inhaler

Mark: what is that?
Lucas: inhaler
Jaehyun: what?!

my brother ask, but lucas ignored him, i slowly breath normally, Mark look at me and gave me small smile

Lucas: inhale exhale!!
Y/n: its okay im fine now! 

i said i slowly stood up, mark ha his arm on my shoulder helping me to stand up on my feet

Jaehyun: yah what is that!
Y/n: I dont want to talk to you rightnow
Jaehyun: no, talk to me! Im not going anywhere unless you explain everything!

he really is a stubborn guy

Doyoung: stop it jaehyun!
Rose: babe, she said she doesnt want to talk to you, let her be

that ugly girl said, while looking at me like how ten look whenever he saw a fruit, i scoffed at the girl

Y/n: yea, listen to your girlfriend, dont talk to me
Jaehyun: YAH! Y/N!!!
Mark: hyung, stop 
Yuta: stop it already!