my problems

part 1

some people just don't understand that there are people who are sensitive , and people who just don't give a shit about what people say about them . assuming that everyone doesn't care is just fucking wrong bc not only does it hurt like shit , it can drive someone to s3lf - h4rm or even su1c1d3 like bro . your mouth , i get it but you don't have to fucking call me a h03 bc i date someone who's 2 FUCKING YEARS OLDER THAN ME . age is just a damn number . insulting someone for cuddling bc the boy is 2 years older is not right . 

another thing , dad you don't have to shove into my face that your sister's daughter is fucking cb smart and i need to just be like her . saying that i literally have nothing to worry about is just so wrong . i have stresses about piano , school grades , my relationship and i have fucking expectations to meet . can't you just give me a break like i know i play computer games and shit but you don't have to just keep reminding me i'm stupid and say stuff like " you're provided with everything in life , food , water , shelter , all you need to do is study hard " YEAH LIKE I COULDN'T FUCKING FIGURE THAT OUT ON MY FUCKING OWN I NEEDED YOUR ASSHOLE TO TELL ME THAT BRO . 

like i'm a sensitive kid , i can't take harsh insults right in my face and people call me a h03 , a wh0r3 , a b1tch , an 1d10t and you don't think it hurts on my part ? you think its so damn easy to be me and have to go through verbal abuse every day and also have to meet a standard grade A in school bc " all your cousins are smart and get A's for everything and you're supposed to too " 

my brother is literally failing all the shit ass classes he has even though he has tuition and i don't . this is my first year with 8 subjects can u just gimme a break like just last year i only had 4 its a big ass jump u 1d10t .