Doubt

Chapter One - WrestleMania

The bright, shining lights, the loud, almost chaotic atmosphere, the smell of perfume and sweat has become something I lived for since joining the WWE. Don't get me wrong the lifestyle was hectic travelling all over the world, going from city to city in a car all for the glitz and glam that is wrestling. But I wouldn't change it for the world. Ever since I was six years old my parents had enrolled me in martial art classes, so I developed a love of fighting early. By sixteen I decided I wanted to pursue my dream and become a wrestler. I left school, moved away from my family to wrestling school in the South of a Ireland. I was fortunate enough  to have their support.By seventeen, I moved to England and got to perform with WAW and that's where I met Saraya together we pushed each other to the point of breaking all in the hopes of being noticed by WWE.

That time came for me in November 2010 but unfortunately I had to leave Saraya behind. I felt guilt and consider not even going, I considered her my sister and yet again I had to say goodbye to family. Being the friend, the sister that Saraya was she encouraged me to go, work my ass off and perform in front of millions. We never lost touch and she actually got noticed in April 2011. Our friendship never faulting if anything it brought us closer than ever. She was the number 1 support in my life and when I got the call to go to the main roster I knew she wouldn't be far behind.

"What on earth are you doing?" A voice spoke breaking me out of my trance, tonight was Wrestlemania the biggest night in WWE history, it was my first Wrestlemania on the main roster and the thrill you felt from the atmosphere alone was intense.

"Jesus you scared me Saraya" I laughed as I turned to face her. "I'm just taking this all in, it's surreal"

"It is but we worked hard for this, we deserve this" She smiled as he looked at me, I squinted my eyes as she looked like she was sitting on something. "I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE WE DID IT" She yelled hugging me causing me to laugh, but she was right the feeling of being WWE divas hasn't sunk in yet.

Wrestle mania happened to be in full swing as Saraya and I watched in the monitor with a few others the opening match, The Shield VS Randy Orton, Seamus and The Big Show. I started to wonder how they felt performing in front of such a big crowd. Don't get me wrong I have wrestled in front a crowd during RAW and Smackdown and the nerves almost swallow me alive everytime. But the excitement is worth it.

"Heya girlie's" The voice of Nikki Bella filled my ears, I looked over my shoulder as she and Brie approached dressed in their ring gear.

"Hey how you feeling?" I asked as they pulled up a few chairs to watch the show.

"Excited but nervous" Brie smiled through a deep breathe.

"I'd say so" I replied "Im a wreck just sitting here, you guys look great by the way"

"Thank you"

"How you girls feeling?" Natalya spoke as she joined the group, I felt her arm around my shoulders pulling me into a quick hug before hugging the Bellas and Saraya.

I happened to look back at the screen just in time to see Roman spear on Randy and Dean cover him for the win. The Shields music blasted through the stadium and I felt Saraya hand in my shoulder.

"I'm heading to catering you wanna come?" She asked and I nodded saying goodbye and goodluck to the girls before leaving. "I love this feeling, don't you?" She laughed as we made our way through the corridors and past the curtain just as The Shield came through it. I've never spoke to them personally but like I do with everyone, I gave them a brief smile as we pasted.

I don't know what came over me but I had this feeling of being watched. I looked over my shoulder and caught Dean looking over his shoulder at me. My eyes raised a little as my neck snapped forward again, the blood rushing to my face.

"Why is your face so red?" Saraya asked as we rounded the corner. Her face completely puzzled.

"I'm not sure to be honest" I told her as we entered catering. Yes Dean was a very attractive man but he didn't know who I was and probably was looking at Saraya or anyone else. "Let's just eat" I smiled leading the way.