Chanhee closed his eyes as he felt blood running from his wrist as he once again tried to cut his vein.
He felt pain from his wrist but he doesn't care as if he's used to do that.
He opened his eyes and tried to cut it again and again and again until he was already satisfied. He lost too much blood but but all he does was wash his hands and clean the bathroom as if nothing happened.
He came out with his left wrist covered with band aids as he threw his self on his bed rethinking every happy moments he had when he's under 20.
'fucking strings' he chuckled as he sat down and stared at his window like he always do after doing the thing on his wrist.
He stand up and stared at the clean field as the snow started falling, He clenched his fist but then felt a liquid coming out of his wrist so he tried to calm down.
Not wanting anymore blood to come out.
He stared at the field and chuckled as he saw the childrens started to came out to play with the snow.
He watched them while smiling beautifully while trying to ignore the pain he caused on his wrist.
"Nonhyeon 2" The Taxi Driver looked at him confused but then didn't tried to ask anymore questions.
Hyunjae tried to keep calm as he fix the strands of his hair that blocking his sight.
He wanna see the boy again, He knows it, the guy is his destiny, He knows it. He can feel his heart thumping loudly on his chest when he thought of the pretty boy last week.
It's just that, His whole week schedule is full and doesn't have the time to visit the place again. He just released his new song called 'Invisible String' so he needs to attend some music shows that made him busy for the whole week, His wins dropped on his supposed to be seventh win when Younghoon won that day.
He isn't mad since Younghoon is on the same company as his, Younghoon released his new song titled 'Ocean Hearts' last week.
Hyunjae can't deny that his mind is filled of the smile of the 'Pretty guy standing on the balcony of the second floor building in Nonhyeon 2'.
Whipped? nope,
Just 101%
He quickly opened the door and went out when he aksed the Driver to stop when he realized that the place is familiar.
He looks up when he suddenly felt a snow dancing around him as the wind tried to blew them away but can' t and just fall on the ground.
He watched how some of the Children's came out of their houses as they played along with their Friends, he wondered around to look for the boy who occupied his mind for the whole week without a single second rest and his eyes landed on the second floor, Same building, Same spot and Same person standing at the balcony while smiling beautifully.
His heart skipped a beat and started to beat faster than usual.
He stared at the pretty boy without looking away as the pretty guy slowly dropped his smile and turned his back and went inside.
Hyunjae pouted as he cursed under his breath
'it's been just a few minutes and he already went in' he was about to turn around when the pretty boy came out once again but this time.
He knows he's staring at him too.
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2:01 Am, Okay gotta go and sleep bye!
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STRING | MilNew
Fanfiction"will you be the person that will hold onto the end of my Red String? " Where Chanhee is a suicidal person. Story by [__hyxciinth]
