The dream✨

Part 2

It has 2 rooms one for me and one for anna, it's big enough for both of us. I still have to pay a rent, cause I haven't bought it yet

And you must be wonder why I lied to her about dinner. Well I'm not having a proper meal everyday

In the morning, I just drank a glass of milk. In lunch I ate one banana and night I just ate an apple

But sometimes our CEO, jack can buy us lunch, which I don't need to eat a banana

I must say that he might be the most generous CEO in the world. I mean who gonna buy every single person's lunch almost everyday

I don't spend a lot of money for myself, cause I have a lot of bills and rent and anna's life.

Not to mention, her proper meal, proper clothes, school needs, pocket money and everything

I never told her any of this. Every. Single. Thing

And for your information my parents died when I was 15 and anna just 10. They died because of car accident

And that bills come when I need to pay hospital's bill, which is a lot

Since then I worked very hard, day and night, almost impossible for me to rest

I even cut off my school to feed anna. I don't have any family more, I'm pretty grateful anna could understand the situation and less using money

And also I'm grateful that the frost company wants to hire me as their model, cause I'm just finish the first semester of senior high school

I finished my apple and walked toward my bathroom and locked the door then looked myself at the mirror

"Why do I have to be strong?"

"Why do I have to be really good at acting?"

"Why do I have to be so good at hiding my feelings?"

"Why do I have such a hard life?"

"Why me?" as a single tears start to streaming down

"From all of the people in the world, why has to be me, the one who experienced this?"

I said to myself as I looking at the mirror then I saw a razor beside me

As my hand wanted to grab the razor, I stopped myself "no elsa, don't. You will become a model soon"

I sighed then pulled back my hand. I've cut before, when my parents died. I'm desperate to search for my job and pay the bills

I washed myself and changed to my pajamas and get out from my bathroom

I laid down on bed thinking about my life then I fell into darkness

Meanwhile

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"Why her?" punzie asked me curious

"I don't know" I sighed

We're eating dinner in the steakhouse with hiccstrid, djwifi and eugenzel

Well that's what people called them, their ship name. I tried not to call them using that name but I can't sometimes

We're sort of a gang since high school till college and here we are

Just missing adrien and marinette. They're at America for business, model business

"So you find anything about her?" I asked alya

"Sure her ya go!" she handed me some papers

I looked from paper through paper and she seems has a great life