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the world continues to turn even as my heart breaks
you turn and walk away, leaving me broken and alone

a crumpled heap on the ground. no longer classified as human. you didn't even turn and look back, instead choosing to leave me there. i begged for you to come back, but nothing changed.
everything was fine, or so i thought. you had started texting me later, but i just assumed you were busy. i lived in a fantasy, believing you still loved me. l
i should have noticed. the weak texts, the fake smiles. every warning sign i should have seen. but i ignored them and now i'm here. i loved you.
it started out okay-it started out great. we were friends first and then you asked to be more and i agreed. did you not want it?
you had looked happy. you had smiled and it lit up your face. the first few month had been happy. each interaction left me feeling loved.
now i need to know, was it a lie? did you want to wrap me around your finger until i was dependent on you?
"i think we should break up," you had said, and my world shattered. your smile had always reassured me, but now it is cold. "we'll still be friends."
no we won't. i can't look at you without seeing how happy i was and how hurt i am. we won't be friends anymore.
"okay"
  

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if you take this seriously, don't.

this is literally just thoughts

‼️may be triggering for some people‼️