Maybe I miss you

30. James Cordon

Louis and Harry on the phone.

Harry: "Hi, Lou how was your day?"

Louis: "Hazza! It was great Finn and I went to visit my family and it was proper nice being around them."

Harry: "Sounds like fun."

Louis: "Yeah. It was so much fun that we decided to stay 4 more nights and Finn might even stay one more night without me."

Harry: "Oh that's some big boy actions. A sleepover without daddy."

Louis: "Yeah, yeah he's very excited. What did you do?"

Harry: "Well I had a meeting for the carpool karaoke with James tomorrow."

Louis: "Oh yeah right, they are always fun aren't they?"

Harry: "Yeah sure, but I need to tell you something about it."

Louis: "You sound worried. Everything alright?"

Harry: "Yeah, I ... I just don't want you to get the wrong impression or ... or get mad or something."

Louis: "Hazzy, what is it?"

Harry: "Well ... ähm ... I kinda have to kiss James. It's only for the video and ... and if your not comfortable with it I can cancel it ..."

Louis: "Babe it's fine. It's for a video. Your kissing one of our friends. He is married and has children. I don't think you will cheat on me with James."

Harry: "I just want you to know that I am all in even if I might kiss James."

Louis: "Haz, calm down. It's not a big deal. I trust you and it's just for a video. And it's just a kiss!"

Harry: "I know but I just wanted to let you know."

Louis: "I appreciate it."

Harry: "Oh and I might not be able to call you tomorrow because of the video and everything."

Louis: "That's alright. When will you be back in London?"

Harry: "Well tomorrow is the shot and the day after I will fly home but I will probably be completely drained for at least 2 days after that so..."

Louis: "Would you mind if I come over?"

Harry: "I'd love you to be with me, but I am not sure if I can handle all of Finn's energy while jetlagged."

Louis: "Understandable but Freddie would still be in Doncaster with my fam so can I come over."

Harry: "Sure, just don't expect anything great. I will probably sleep most of the time."

Louis: "That's fine I love to watch you when you sleep."

Harry: "Okay. Mr. Creep."

Silence.

Harry: "Lou?"

Louis: "Yes Haz?"

Harry: "I miss you."

Louis: "I miss you too, but I have to go and take care of Finn right now."

Harry: "Okay love speak to you soon."

Louis: "Bye baby. Love you."

Louis hang up.

Harry stood their completely frozen. "Louis just said "LOVE YOU", fuck, he said love you", Harry thought. Although Louis and Harry were somewhat dating the haven't said the l-world that much and when they did, they never said it so casually. But Louis saying that meant the world to Harry. "Love you, fuck, love you. If only he knew how much I love him. He really means the world to me.", Harry thought. "I love him so god damn much!"

Harry was very focused on the shooting. He didn't spend a lot of time texting or talking to Louis, but he made sure to text him a joke as well as say good morning and wish him and his family a good day, but other than that they didn't talk at all. When it was about time Harry went and recorded the carpool karaoke. Filming stuff like that is always tiring but also kinda fun.

After a long day of working Harry decided to record a memo for Louis because he knew that he would probably be busy right now but he wanted to tell him about his day and he was too tired to text.

"Hey Lou, I hope you had a good day. Mine was really scuessfull but draining. You know how the business is. I'm just glade that the hole thing was with James, it always helps to do this stuff with someone you know, you know? I miss you. Oh ... and ... ähm would you mind watching the video we recorded with me? I'd really like your approval. You know because of the hole kiss thing. It was really weird, well the thought of it was really weird. But in context it was really funny. I'm really sleepy, I think I'm gonna go to bed soon. Say hi to your family from me and give Freddy a big hug. I miss you guys. I would do everything to be with you right now. Love you ... ähm ... yeah. Talk to you tomorrow."

Harry send the memo immediately, because he knew that if he waited just a minute he might doubt himself and decide to not send it. After sending the audio he went and got ready to go to bed. He was already laying in bed when he saw that Louis answered. Harry laid down, put his phone next to his head pressed play and starred at his ceiling while listening to Louis voice.

"Hey Haz, we had a great day today it was so much fun. I just love hanging out with family and seeing Finn interacting with them, it brings me so much joy. I'm happy that your day was successful and don't worry about the kiss, I know that it was just for the video. It's all good." Then Louis got interrupted by Finn.

Finn: "Daddy who are you talking to?"

Louis: "Harry."

Finn: "Can I say hi?"

Louis: "Sure."

Harry laid there alone in his bed smiling because Louis and Finn were too adorable to be real.

Finn: "Hi Harry, I miss you ... Can I tell him what we did today?"

Louis: "Yeah but quick."

Finn: "We went to the zoo and I saw a lion and I got ice cream and ..."

Louis interrupted him: "I think that's enough information."

Finn: "Okay, Bye Harry I miss you, *blows a kiss*"

Louis: "Sorry but wanted to talk to you all day and I had to tell him no because I knew you were busy, anyway. We miss you and I can't wait to see you again. My family wants to see you too. We have to visit them some time. Anyway sleep well. Love you."

Harry had the biggest smile on his face. All of this words were so genuine and sweet and he felt so so loved. Louis was the best thing that had ever happened to him, he loved him so much.

"Good night, I love you." Harry was half already but he recorded it and send it to Louis, before he dirffted of to sleep.

a/n: WARNING! The next chapter will be contain sexuall activities!