When I got to school, I was late as hell I, so I tried to run to my first block class, and I fell
??: bae you okay?
ben I told u this before I'm not your bae I said laughing and crying a little
ben: nah but u gone be soon he said helping me up
why u so late? ben said
cause my sister wanted to take pictures and stuff and you know we like our pictures right
you so extra bruh I seen them though looking cute as fuck he said *smirking*
I- see bye Benjamin I'm not finna play with you I said laughing
he ignored me looking at me phone
you okay? is you coming to class? I said about to walk in class
ben: nah not today I was just seeing if you were coming to school today
why u not coming to class? You straight? I ask worried
ben: I'm straight baby I was finna ask you something though
Okay... wassup? I said
Ben: You and your sister want to chill with me and my homies later on like a kickback?
Yes, we ca- wait kickback? See kickbacks don't really be a fucking kickback what's the catch?
Ben: No catch baby just vibe with me tonight your ass always "rain check" when I ask you to do some with me
Wow fool alright bet I will come ONLY for you though cause u making feel like I'm not a supportive friend I said frustrated
Ben: that's the point you not glad you coming though I want you to meet some of my ppl
Ong bet you got me fucked up I been by your side 4 whole years I only said rain check a couple times because I really be busy, I see how u rock though bet I said mad walking into the classroom
Ben: so, you jus- alright bet he walked off mad and pissed off
I smirked walking into the class
When I got done with all my work I got on my phone bored as hell and got on Instagram and see ben post some on his story he was talking about me on his story wow I never knew his bitch ass would take it to social media I got some for that ass since we be petty and a big ass baby its kinda cute though he care that much over me but nah this pissed me off
Later on, that day me and ben take 2 classes together so my last class that was the best class ever and it so fun anyways we took that class together and he actually came to this class he was sitting with some of his homeboys
So we really taking shit to social media I said looking at him he was sitting on the desk
He looked up and went back to his phone
He ignored me
my hearted dropped I never felt so sad he really ignored me in front of all his homeboys made me so sad ben never treated me like that I don't know what came over me but that really bothered me I wanted to cry but I'm a gansta Ill never let any nigga see me cry that did hurt me though ugh he getting to me
umm hello why tf you ignoring me? I said looking at him irritated
Ben: waddup foo what u want? He said still looking at his phone
why u mad? I ask
ben: I'm not.
Funny way of showing it I said rolling my eyes
Ben: U acting like you my girl or sum why you asking me what I'm mad and not mad about?
Cause you really taking shit to social media I said
He looked up that post wasn't about you
Then who is was about and how you know I'm talking about that post? I was getting mad
Cause I know that's what you mad about he said looking up
Benjamin you acting like we together why u doing all this
He looked at me and just stared he was so mad and hurt I can tell he wanted to say so much shit to that one sentence I felt so bad I don't know why but I'm starting to notice he making me feel so type of way about this situation starting to find his really attractive I tried so hard not to like him more than friends after that last breakup I didn't want no dealings with a nigga but he got thru to me
Ben: I never said u was my girl I just be playing that's you thinking I really like you quit take shit I say serious li bruh I be high af he said looking back at his phone with a straight face
You know what Benjamin boy fuck you I said walking out the classroom I started crying and I don't know why he got me crying and I don't even fucking go with him
Ben pov
??: now why tf u do that to her wyo 4
Nah babyjoe she just pissed me tf off and Chelsea on some other shit won't let me see my fucking son
Babyjoe: you didn't have to take that shit out on her though hoes aren't shit but she cares about you her eyed was watery when she walked out the door
Ben: she was crying?
Babyjoe: look like it foo from a distance u sure yall not fucking around 4?
Ben: nah we been best friends since 9th grade I want her though like really bad since I first met her ugh, I fucked up I'm finna go ch-
RINGGGGG BELL RUNG
Dam I'm too late. I hope she come to the party I'm so sorry man I fucked up
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