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September 1,2019 11:56pm

Hey, it's me again.. i know that nobody's gonna see these or smth idk. But my parents wants me to join this help group for people who have problems with their selves and stuff, this is the first time my parents actually sound like they're concerned about me,yeah i think not. They're just probably doing it so that my grandparents give them money for my schooling or somthin.

Love,Anonymous person

Pov Bailey
7:30 am

I watched my reflection at the mirror and put in some eyeliner and some blush so i won't look too pale. I put in my sweater to hide the bruises i made to my self.

"Bailey! Get your ass down here! Stop being so lazy for sacks sakes!" My mom's scream from downstairs.

"coming" i reply well she ain't gonna heat that anyway.

As i walk down the hallway i walked past my sister's room and remember that she'll not be back anytime now.

"yeah mom?" I said when i arrived at the kitchen

"Hey i need you to join a help group for that messed up head of yours" my mom said

"yeah ok idc" i replied. I really didn't care. Maybe they did this so i won't be here after school and less things to deal with.(things=me)

Ff

I arrived at my school. I plugged my earphones to my ears and started choosing a song to start the day with.

"hey" someone said behind me when i was trying to pick a song from my phone.

"oh hey" i responded not knowing who it is,maybe just another creep. I picked "Suffocate" by Hayd.

"Name's Lucas" the person behind me says and i looked up and i don't recognise his face,i live in a small town that almost everybody knows everyone. Maybe he's a transferee.

"Bailey" i replied and started heading to my room.

"Can i go with you? I don't know anyone here and uhm.." he asked.

"Go to the office and have someone take you on a tour here" i pointed at the office.

"oh alright thanks" he replied and started heading to the office.

he was kinda cute.