J: you can actually go. We'll see each other later. C: fine
Calvin smiles at me
He walks to the door and takes one more look at me.
C: take care. K: byee Calvin J: later brota
And he walks out.
Jaden relieving sighs and looks at me.
J: i didn't ment to hurt or scare you. And I never should've told you to shut up.
He kisses my arm
K: i know it's fine J: no it's not. K: that's also true J: I can't keep hurting you whenever i'm mad. K: it was just a little scary
He stands between my legs and kisses my forehead. I felt his hand on my back and laid my head on his chest.
J: i know. I just was scared as well. K: huh?
I look up
J: i'm scared of loosing you K: but i'm not going anywhere J: but it just feels weird of the thought you dating my little brother. K: i get that. I would feel weird if i had a sister and you dated her J: yeah exactly K: but it's now two years ago. J: i know, just knowing you and him...... like ieieie
I laugh
J: but, i think i can live with it. K: please don't shoot him if he tries anything J: no! I'm not gonna shoot my own brother K: good J: maybe just a little threat should be enough K: JAE! J: i'm kidding. I'm kidding
He probably isn't but whatever
J: can you promise me something? K: yes? J: promise you don't run of with my brother or catch, like feelings for him. K: you know i have feelings for you right? J: i do, but it's just. I feel so insecure sometimes by him K: why? J: he's so pErFeCt. Calvin is the only reason my dad still looks at me. K: huh? J: he was always the one with good grades and did literally everything perfect. K: well your my perfect one.
He smiles and places his head on mine
K: can you promise me something? J: of course
He looks at me
K: promise me your staying with me
He smiles J: of course. I will always stay with you. And I promise i won't hurt you anymore when i'm mad
J: i just need to find something i can put my anger in. K: buy a punchbag.
He smiles at me.
J: that actually sounds like a good idea. K: right? We were driving at the hotel.
J: so smart of you thinking of that. K: yes i am. J: how do you do it in school? K: i'm like really really bad at math. I like history and art. J: okay you have a tutor for math? K: no but i get help from my friends. J: good.
We arrived at the hotel and got to our room. We both put on something more comfortable.
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We both sit down on the bed and we ordered something to drink.
J: okay I promise I won't get mad anymore just tell me everything K: okay.....so when i was 13 and a half he came in our class. We just started to talk and became friends. After puberty we both had a 'glow up' and we started to like each other.
I saw him clenching his jaw.
K: when we were both 14 we started dating for a year and at some day he left and only left a note in my locker. J: what was in the note? K: 'i love you goodbye❤️' J: he loved you? K: well yeah after everything we went through....
