𝙩𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩. ➯ j.cm ✓

열여섯

❝ even though it feels like you'll reject me, ❞

꒰ miso. ꒱

i was alone in the library, studying once again.

me and my mind already hurts like crap. i read through the textbook, but i can't understand anything. i read the words but it doesn't register in my dictionary.

"what're you doing?" someone whispered behind me.

"you scared the fuck outta me" i placed a hand on my chest. changmin chuckled & sat across me.

"oh- you're studying?! really?!" he whisper-shouted. i then glared at him.

"just kidding, i know you're kinda smart.. i mean- just a lil bit─ow! my foot!"

"shhhh" the librarian hushed.

he gave me a nasty look before bringing out his books too. "i'll study with you."

"aren't you studying with yoohyun?" the question suddenly came out my mouth.

oH SHI─ i slapped my mouth while he looked at me weirdly. i don't want her as our topic.

"well," he shrugged. "she said she wants to study alone."

i just nodded & tried reading the same page again but my mind is much more bothered now.

i groaned, hitting my head with my pen. "do you need help?" changmin asked as he saw me struggling.

i shook my head. he will just distract me more.

"you su─" he was cut off when his phone 'ding'ed. he then stood up, placing back his things inside his bag. "sorry for disturbing you hehe" he said before walking out the library in a rush.

i was left dumbfounded. tf??

ugh damn him i thought he's gonna study with me?? i swear if i see him again i'm gonna─

"wait, what am i so mad about?" i asked myself. "ah─ darn it." i ruffled my hair and slammed my head on the table.

"whoa, you okay there?" kevin appeared out of nowhere & sat down at the seat where changmin sat earlier. i looked up at him with a glare. "do i look like i'm okay?"

"hm, nah. but i smell feet." someone's voice suddenly said under the table.

"jUYEON WHAT THE F─"

"SHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

"goodness, even here y'all can't stitch up those annoying mouths." chanhee also sat with us with his textbooks.

"why are you all here?" i asked. kevin then scoffed & placed a hand on his chest. "is it wrong for us to be here?"

"i just asked, bro"

"we're here to study too, obviously." chanhee answered. "well, except for juyeon." he added, pointing at the dude crawling around the library.

"say, did changmin come here?" kevin asked. i nodded, "how'd you know?"

"we saw him come out here in a hurry." chanhee answered.

i rolled my eyes, "yeah. he said that he's gonna study with me and then the next second, he ran away."

"aw, that's so sad.." chanhee faked a cry & wiped an invisible tear. "saddest love story ever"