Night x Noob ~Admin

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[🍩💔Nights POV or something idk anymore💔🍩]

Night padded off, after he was out of view of Noob he just about fell to tears, he stopped and sat down and let himself cry, nobody was around. He was alone, tomorrow will be weird, Noob probably won't even show up. Night felt a feeling in his chest, that feeling you get in your stomach when you dont eat for a few days, that is what it feels like, but worse. It was an empty and painful feeling, like a kits claws stabbing you over and over again, Night had no idea how long he stayed there but when he regained his composure it was afternoon.

The cream tom-cat whipped his eaes off with his paw, who knew rejection would be so painful? He stood, a small bit of himself wondering how Noob was, he pushed the thought aside starting to groom himself.

  After what felt like 3 hours Night was done, he stopped sometimes for a thought break, his fur probably looking worse. He looked himself over, deciding to groom himself again, he didn't know why but he wanted to kill time.

  Soon, after grooming himself 7 times he felt better with his mind cleared up and everything. His eyes stung though, the pain still resonating in the back of his mind where the rest is kept. But probably too close to the surface for comfort. Night did some breathing exercises. Those helped. A bit... just a small bit... Night shook his head, it was getting darker out now, the sky changing color. It's been so long apparently...

"What's wrong with me?" Night asked himself quietly. He loved the kittypet. Very much, hard to explain. He loved Noob, he never felt like this before and he got rejected, did he move to fast? Was it his wording? Mabey Noobs just shy...? I hope... probably not I'm just a sad sack of useless trash... Night sighed, it was impossible to remove to aching pain in his chest.

It was painful, very, somehow. "Noob," he softly muttered under his breath, hearing his own pain made him feel worse, like he was wallowing in useless self pity, pitying yourself is bad, Night, dont be stupid... The rouge sighed, rising onto his paws fully, he looked around, nobody was near, that's good, hed rather be with Noob or alone right now.

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ut the first option was more desirable, more loving. Before Night knew it he was crying again, maybe Noob ment it when he called me an idiot... Night shook his head in pain, his paws hurt somehow. The feeling was sickening, as if he was about to throw up, something was at the back of his throat, he didn't want to cry, he didn't want to be sad, he didn't have to say that, why did I say that? I just made everything worse and terrible and trash, Night sobbed.

Soon, Night calmed himself successfully by breathing and slapping a tree, he patted the tree he just abused with his head in apology. Night sighed, he groomed himself one last time, it was almost Night time now, I better be going back to my clan, they're probably wondering where I am, Night began to walk off into the darkening distance.

Is darkening a word? Probably not....

[I wrote a chapter on a cats pain throughout a whole day, I wouldn't think it would be over 500 words but is was and I'm satisfied]