"He likes him"
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I literally did not sleep.
I got up at 5 o'clock to jog for an hour and at 6 o'clock I did my laundry and I was still not satisfied so at 7 o'clock I cleaned the whole corner of my condo just to keep myself busy so that I would forget what happened last night and this creepy feelings inside me.
But fuck!
It's 8 o'clock now and I just found myself here in my closet and looking for something to wear.
What the fuck are you Haji?!
A girl who's excited on her first date?
May etits ka tanga!
I rushed out of my room. I was wearing a simple plain white tshirt and pants and went straight to the kitchen to eat my breakfast. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ako mapakali sa oras.
Ano naman kung 8:30 na? ano naman?
phone beeps *1 text message.
FUCK
Sachi: where are you now?
Dude, wala kang sinasabing place
Me: aalis na ako papuntang office mo,
I'm sorry I'm late
Sachi: nasa lobby ako
Me: ng?
Sachi: ng building na tinutuluyan mo.
What the hell? Paano niya nalaman na nandito ako nakatira?
Me: bakit? saan ba
tayo mag se-session?
how did you know that i live here?
Tunog natataranta ba ako? shiitt...
I immediately brushed my teeth and took my car key, cellphone and wallet. Don't be in a hurry Haji! so what if he's in the lobby of the building where you are staying? So what? Huh?!
phone beeps*
Sachi: kailangan ko pa bang sagutin yan?
Obviously!
Me: anong purpose ng mga tanong ko
kung hindi mo sasagutin?
I didn't mean to be rude but hell, he's godamn annoying.
Sachi: hahaha ang sungit naman. the first and second question, I'll answer that when you came here and third, i asked your manager.
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
my heart!
Nang makababa na ako ay nadatnan ko siyang nakaupo sa sofa ng lobby. He's wearing a black sweater. At nakasuot pa ng shades ang gago.
Ngumiti siya ng makita ako.
I'd rather just text him than see him in person. It's been almost 4 weeks na magkatext at magkatawag kami, sinasabi ko sa kanya ang mga problema ko. And this... meeting him in personal, AGAIN.. is gonna be SOOO FCKING awkward for me.
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FanfictionBL Haji, an aspiring singer who's confused about his sexualilty, but he knows that something wrong is going on about him. He never wanted to be attracted on his same gender so needed psychological advice from the experts. He'll meet Mr. Sean Archil...
