"The art of eye contact"
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During our two days in Cebu. Perry, Charlotte and I just celebrated and went sightseeing and also bought some souvenirs.
Tonight is our last night here so Charlotte thought of trying the bar and clubs here.
"Hala, ang gwapo mo talaga Haji!" tinapik ni Charlotte ang balikat ko nang makarating kami sa harap ng bar.
Ngumisi lang ako. I'm not really comfortable when I'm called handsome, maybe because I am still adjusting to the situation and my feelings.
I will not deny it anymore, I will wait for the right time when I can say how I feel and I will finally accept myself.
"Wag mo ngang landiin ang alaga ko!" sumabat agad si Perry.
"Hindi ko naman nilalandi 'alaga mo' ha!"
I am also getting used to their words. It's weird.
"tangina mo talaga"
We entered inside and were greeted by loud music, neon party lights.
"Sayaw tayo sa dancefloor!" Charlotte excitedly said.
"Kayo nalang, I'll stay here" I just said and sat on the bar stool near the bartender
Pagkasabi ko nun ay...
"Okay be a good boy, Haji" hinila agad ni Charlotte si Perry na hindi man lang nakapag desisyon.
At tuluyan na akong iniwan. How great.
"What drink, Sir?" the girl bartender asked me
"uh.. one margarita please" i said.
I checked my phone.
Still no text for two days. Ano kaya ang nangyari dun?
"Waiting for a text?"
I didn't notice that the female bartender had returned. She asked me as she served my drink
"No"
She bit her lower lip in front of me and stared at me as if she wanted to know something in my eyes.
Girl, I'm not attracted.
"Are you a gay?" she suddenly asked
I almost blew out the cocktail I was drinking.
"H-huh? Hindi" i lied. Pano niya nalaman? Masyado ba akong nagpahalata? fuck
The girl chuckled.
"I'm Agnes" she introduced herself
"Haji"
"I'm Lesbian" umawang labi ko
oh...
wow, that's very honest of her
"You are too beautiful to be a lesbian" tanging nasabi ko
Maganda kase talaga siya. She looks like American actresses.
She only laughed.
"Gender has no face"
"And, you are too handsome to be a gay, too." she added.
Shit, she knows
"No, I'm not" i denied again
"Oh, come on man! Les-bi honest" tumawa ulit siya sa sariling biro niya.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Kundiman (BL)
FanficBL Haji, an aspiring singer who's confused about his sexualilty, but he knows that something wrong is going on about him. He never wanted to be attracted on his same gender so needed psychological advice from the experts. He'll meet Mr. Sean Archil...
