Harry Styles

prelude

    It's the end.

    We officially said our goodbyes. No more One Direction. No more touring with the three boys I've grown up around for five years straight. Exploring almost every country around the world with them, selling out stadiums, fighting through crowds driving from place to place, and answering the same five questions from every interviewer we've talked too.

    Truthfully, I was ready to say a goodbye. I'll miss the memories of what it once was. I'll miss the good times shared between us and the fans, of course, but it wasn't a good place for my head. At first saying goodbye seemed to be the hardest things to go through. The tallest mountain to climb, but now that's over, it's like this relief of always having to be the flirt. In all seriousness, I hate flirting. It freaks me out. I hate the image the media gave me at such a young age. He likes older woman. Womanizer. Shit neither of those things are true.

    I'm excited to finally be the Harry Styles I want to me. I am no longer under that One Direction title. I can just be me. I can release music I love. And yes, I do love One Direction and their sound, and I'm extremely grateful for the time I spent in the band, I wouldn't take back any of it. It grew me into the person that I am today, but I'm also ready to show the world the real Harry Styles. I'm ready to the show the world who I am, mentally, physically. I want the world to know me. Harry Edward Styles.

    Not the Harry that everyone sees through the media's eyes. I want the world to see through my own brain. Through everything from struggles with my mental health, sexuality, accepting of myself, and all the joys in my life. I want the world to know me.

[a note about the story:
This is completely fiction. Everything that happens in this book and the other books in the boy's POV is completely made up. I've worked on this series for a year before releasing it into the world and I hope everyone enjoys it]