Suicide

I wake up

I wake up my pillow cases are black and wet from me crying last night.  I get up, put my hair in a messy bun and a hoodie and sweats with sneakers. I run out of my house without saying bye or even eating cause of my scars and my cuts are still bleeding. I got into my car still crying. I showed up to school and there was my boyfriend the only one who was there for me. His name was Sam and he had baby blue eyes and wavy and floppy blond hair. He was so cute. He came to my car door realized I was crying pulled me out of the car hugged me so close that it was like I was in his cologne bottle. He checked my wrists took off my hoodie and gave me his since it won't show my blood. He told me not to listen to those girls that called me "Whore" "Bitch" and every word in the book.  I hugged him even tighter and then of course the bell rang. He kissed my head we said our love you's and left he went to football and I went to algebra. He is varsity on the football and were both seniors. He is 18 while I am 17. After 1st period was over some of the football team came up behind me and pushed me down. Sam came running telling the boys to leave before he makes them run before he could even help me up I was gone like nothing happened. I ran to the bathroom got into a stall holding my wrist trying to not cry. I came out of the bathroom it was lunch so I went outside to Sam. Sam was talking to the guys. I came up close behind him and they all stop talking. Sam saw me and said " Hey beautiful,where were you?" I told him "I got up and just went to my car for some stuff."  He immediatley pulled me in front of him and he hugged me close his friends like me cause they would include me in their conversation. The bell rang and we had to go home. Sam and I kissed one last time and we went home.