Things have changed but they stay the same:
I stopped going to glee club after school. My lows have been too constant so I've been going straight home to nap until dinner.
Homework has fallen off a bit, but I still somehow have A's. Its weird.
Sam is still with Quinn. Its rocky from what I last saw.
Kurt is a little worried about me.
I've been too depressed to even... Do... It.
She. Cassie. Has been nice, but she keeps her distance. She confuses me.
Its been like this for months.
Today they broke up. Over Sam having to move I think. Its sad that he's leaving. I should give him tips on making friends. Keep in contact like my aussie mate tried to. Until his boyfriend broke up with him and I somehow got blamed... Anyway. I should help him. I'll go to glee club today. Tell him I'm joining next year. I'll make a joke about me joining when he's gone and I'll make sure he knows I'm sarcastic as fuck. Well hug and hopefully he'll feel okay.
I pretty much did that in glee. Everyone was surprised that I came back. Kurt was so happy. So was Sam, I think. He seemed really sad. We exchanged phones to keep in touch. I told him he could talk about anything, tell me anything. We hugged. I'm not sure if I still like him. Cassie had a weird look on her face when I announced that I was auditioning. I'm surfacing finally from my time off the map, I think, I'll talk to my doctor about lowering my dosage again over the summer.
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SECRETS (formerly: "I'm a Creep" glee fanfic)
Fanfiction*TRIGGER WARNING* this story contains self-harm and abuse. (the whole story starts in the middle of season 3, events in the story will not be the same as the series; it's sorta like an alternate reality, "what if?" kind of thing) Acre Hummel is Kurt...
