Loss.
One of the most terrifying feelings any being ever has to face.
When you lose someone, the constant feeling of emptiness inside your chest is almost to painful to deal with. You would do anything for it to end.
Feeling lonely is almost just as terrifying. Driving yourself to the brink of insanity thinking that no one could ever care about you, that you don't matter.
The worst of all though isn't a feeling, it's a fact.
Being alone.
Where you could be in a room with a thousand people, screaming and begging for someone to listen, someone to hear you.
But no one can. No one wants to.
No amount of drugs or alcohol or distraction could ever differ your hopeless mind to numbness.
Hopeless. That's what being alone is.
I was hopeless, i've always been hopeless.
Until...
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