His Fake Girlfriend written by exostanirr29 (On going)

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Iiaa's POV

Si K-Kyle? D-Dadating? FVCK it! Parang may nagtatambol sa dibdib ko! *dug dug dug dug* Kinakabahan ako.

"T-Teka! Issa!!" tatakbo na sana ko papunta kay Issa ng biglang may humawak sa braso ko.

Napalingon ako dun at nakita si Kyle.

I look down to face the grass beneath us and to avoid his gaze.

Binitawan nya ko pero hinawakan nya uli ako. This time sa kamay ko na.

Napatingin ako sa mga kamay naming magkahawak. I've looked at it like i longed for it. I longed the feeling how his skin touch mine. I longed for him..

"Iiaa.." nagsalita sya but i still find myself so stiff and hard as a rock. Kinakabahan ako. Anong sasabihin nya.

"I still and always love you. Please.. Let me explain." i hear him said those words. My knees are shaking. How would i response to him.

"Please Iiaa.. Let me explain."

Di pa rin ako nagsasalita. Nakatungo lang ako.

"Please.. Talk to me." he said. Napatingin ako sa kanya. Nakita ko sya, i saw his eyes.. teary eyes.

"G-Go." maikli pero ang hirap sabihin ng salitang yan.

"T-Thank you." he said then brush his tears away.

He started talking "Y-You see that sh!t with a wrong angle." He's shaking but he tries to calm himself. "Naghihintay lang ako for you beside the pool to ask you if i could be your boyfriend,for real but.." T-Tanongin nya ko?

"But Issa came instead of me." i said and try to compose myself.

"Yeah. She k-Kiss me. I tried to push her away but she clinged on me so tight. I can't push her away so hard c-cause she might be hurt." he explained. Naiyak ako. He try but he don't want her to be hurt. So he want me to be hurt not Issa. "But i saw you. I saw you so i pushed her. Pushed her really hard. I don't care if she could be hurt or any sh!tty things might happen. Basta nasa isip ko. ikaw.. Ikaw ang mahal ko kaya bakit ko sya uunahin kung yung mahal ko nasasaktan na. I hated myself after what happen. Sinisi ko sarili ko. And on that night to.. nalaman ko na may.." he cries.

Tahimik pa rin ako at di maka pagsalita.

"Nalaman ko that I'm sick." nagulat ako sa huling sinabi nya. Sick? H-How!

"A-Ano?" i utter.

He looked at me. He looked at me with an eyes that are full of love.

"I have a headache." napatitig na lang ako sa kanya after nya sabihin yun.

Yung totoo?

"Joke lang." sabi nya tsaka nagpeace sign. ^_^v

"B-Bad joke." i stutter. Kyle? Ikaw ba yan? Pano mo nagagawang magjoke sa sitwasyon nato?

"I got Leukemia." he said while smiling.

"J-Joke again?" tanong ko kahit alam kong hindi na yung sagot dun.

"No. Well it's okay lang!" he said joyfully like he's not affected naramdaman ko na lang yung mala bagyong ondoy na pagbagsak ng mga luha ko. T_T

Naramdaman ko na lang yung sarili kong bumagsak sa bench. I tried to calm myself but it just won't work! Yung malaman mo na may malalang sakit yung mahal mo. Anong mararamdaman mo? Oo. Mahal ko pa rin sya!

"H-How? *sob* How'd y-you got it?" i sob. I hated myself for being a selfish jerk! I got a pride as high as those pyramid in egypt! T_T

"I think i got it long time ago but i didn't bother to worry those symptoms i have seen. Well now i knew that anytime soon.. I'll be gone for good." he said straight. I sob katulad nung nalaman ni Jenny sa endlesslove na may Leukemia sya pero iba ngayon. Si Kyle? May L-Leukemia?? *sob*

Naramdaman ko na lang yung yakap nya. "I can't kiss you na! Baka mahawa ka e." lalo lang ako naiyak sa sinabi nya. TT_TT

-Morning^-

"Haluh? Anong nangyare??" 

"Bakit sila magkasama??" 

"Don't tell me binalikan ni Prince Kyle yan??" 

"My godd!!"

Naglalakad kami ni Kyle sa school ng magkahawak kamay. Napansin ko ngayon lang na namumutla sya.

"Kyle??.. May sakit ka ba?" tanong ko tsaka hinawakan yung noo nya. Wala akong pake sa iba. I'll cherish every moment with Kyle.

"Oo! Leukemia nga diba!" hinampas ko naman sya ng mahina sa strap ng bag nya. I know bawal syang magkapasa kaya dun ko lang sya lagi hinahampas.

"I love you Panget Vendor Girl!" napablush naman ako bigla dun. >////<

"I love you too Mr. Anak ni Aphrodite!" nakita ko naman yung tenga nyang mapula! ACHICHI~~ Kinikilig!!

"Tara na nga!!" tsaka nya ko hinila.

*Flashback*

Pagkatapos naming magdramahan bigla nalang syang lumuhod.

I feel like I'm the happiest girl in whole wide world!!

He smiles at me. I smile at him. I kne--

"Can you be my Girlfriend?" he asked smiling at me. I try not to cry but thise traitor tears kept falling and falling down from my eyes. ^_^

"For real?" tanong nya uli. I was too stunned to talk but i manage to say the word "Yes! I can be your LIFE TIME girlfriend!!" then he lift me up going round and round!

"Baba mo ko oy!! May sakit ka!!" binaba nya naman agad ako as fast as he remember that he got L-Leukemia.

"I LOVE YOU IIAA!! I LOVE YOU!!!!! WOOOOHUUU!!" he shouted so happy.

"But.. Wait.. Life time??" he ask.

"Well.. Sabi nila walang forever. Kaya sure naman ako na may Life time! Hihi~" napangiti na lang sya after ko sabihin yun.

"Well.. We could make our own meaning of forever." the he hugged me. Fudge! I'm so happy!! *^_^*

*End of Flashback*

Well.. Panget man yung proposal nya, okay lang atleast boyfriend ko na sya! FOR REAL!!

Pinabayaan ko na lang yung mga bulong ng mga walang magawang tsimakers.

"Tara sa clinic!!" tsaka ko sya hinila papuntang clinic. Namumutla na kasi sya. Ayaw man nya ay sumama na rin sya.

"I'm okay Iiaa. I'm okay as long as I'm with you." i feel I'm blushing right now! Dyus ko lord! Ayaw ko pang mamatay sa kilig!! >///<

Pinahiga lang sya at pinakain muna ng Nurse sa clinic bago painumin ng gamot.