I wanna tell her, but I know what will happen then.
Where are my manners, I am Naomi 17 years old, I live in Sweden, I am trans and have been on hormones for almost 1½ years now, what I meant by the text before is that I wanna tell mom, dad is the only one who knows.
''Hey mom, there is something I wanna tell you, do you have time?'' I get a little anxious
''Yea sure sweetie, what is it?'' she asks looking at me
''I am not a boy, I am a girl'' she looks at me first in surprise, then in disgust.
''Are you totally out of your mind?! How dare you even say that!? What if someone finds out about that, you are so fucking ego!''
I start to tremble a bit ''I am not an ego'', I run up to my room and start putting some off my new clothes in the backpack, my dad comes into my room and asks what happend.
''she doesn't wanna see me anymore''
''where are you going then though?'' dad asks
''I don't know yet'', I give him a last hug before I leave him forever.
The bus arrives a little bit late but it is fine, there are no empty seat so I sit down next to a tall, black haired dude.
''so where are you heading?'' he asks
''Gävle'' I answer
''cool me too, so what are you gonna do there at this hour?''
''I don't know yet''
''are you gonna meet your parents or so?'' he asks, I can't hold it back and I start crying.
''oh my god I am so sorry, I didn't know it was a sensitive subject for you'' he says
''It isn't your fault, you were just trying to be nice'' I say
''so why is it so sensitive for you?''
''they kicked me out''
''oh, if you want you can come live with me''
''are you sure about that?''
''yes I am''
''Thank you so much''
34 Minutes later we come to his house, he lives in a row house in the neighborhood Sätra.
''well this is my place'' He says showing me around
''well it's at least something''
''Just so you know, I don't have an extra bed, so you have to choose between the couch or sleeping next to me''
''well then I choose to sleep next to you''
He smiles at me and asks what I want for kind of pizza, I answer him and he calls the pizzeria and orders.
5 minutes later we're sitting in his couch and watching a random movie while we're eating, we eat up and I lay my head on his shoulder, some minutes later I am sitting in his lap facing him, we start kissing and his hand is in my shirt massaging my breast, normally I wouldn't like it but know I just don't care, we keep at this for some time, I can feel him getting hard and I blush a bit.
''you are the hottest person I've ever seen Naomi and I have been with both guys and gals''
''who said you needed to date ugly peeps'' I say jokingly
''wanna go to bed cutie''
''uhm sure''
We go to the bedroom and I take of my pants and my shirt, I lay down next to him and he is spooning me, I feel safe but still don't in a weird way, some time later I fall asleep, but not for long, I wake up at 3 am and I go to put on my clothes, I put my jacket on, I take my phone and backpack with me, and leave to never be seen again.
