The new girl

The talk

Recap: I look and see Blake he looked mad and happy at the same time
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We both sit down and it's silent for a couple of minutes and it was very awkward Blake spoke first

Blake: I am so disappointed with you Kacey I told you not to sleep with him but you never listen to me. When you don't listen to me this happens you get sucked into drama I don't care if you liked him he had a girlfriend
Kacey: I didn't know he was dating Nessa
Blake: I DONT CARE I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE SO YOUR GOING HOME
Kacey: YES I KNOW I AM I SPOKE TO MOM IM LEAVING IN 2 DAYS DONT BOTHER SAYING GOODBYE

He leaves and I start crying and I can't stop I go to the bathroom and look in the mirror "why do I have to he such a disappointment to everyone I can never do anything right" I wash my face and go on a walk to the holly wood sigh

While I'm walking I see hollywoodfix why do they always have to be here to ask me fucking questions that I don't feel comfortable answering he comes to me

Hwf: Hey Kacey
Kacey: Hi
Hwf: So how are you today
Kacey: Um I'm okay I could be better though
Hwf: Well I'm sorry to hear that, what happened with all the drama yesterday
Kacey: So me and Josh got drunk and slept together when we were in Texas he didn't tell me he had a girlfriend so when we came back he asked me out on a date and she found out
Hwf: Well Nessa said that you drugged him
Kacey: That is 1000% not true I would never do something like that that is called rape
Hwf: What did Blake say
Kacey: He wasn't so pleased
Hwf: So what are you doing to do now
Kacey: Well I cant go back to sway so I'm staying at hype house and then going home in 2 days
Hwf: Okay well I am going to go bye
Kacey: Bye have a nice day

He left jeez that was the most awkwardness thing I've ever experienced I go back to hype house and go into the guess room and think about what my mom is going to say when I go home what about me dad. Shit my dad's probably going to hit me again.

⚠️WARNING RAPE⚠️
Flashback: It was a Friday and I just came home from my boyfriends house (well he's my ex now) my mom was out of town doing some business he was VERY drunk he didn't know who I was he thought I was his girlfriend (he was cheating on my mom) he pushed me down to the floor and started to hit me with a shoe then he started to hit me with a bat I was crying screaming for him to stop but he didn't listen that was the last thing I remember. When I woke up I was in his bed with no clothes on he see blood all over his sheets and it wasn't my period because I had it the week before and then I realised he raped me.
⚠️END OF THE WARNING⚠️

I started to cry even harder because I remember how numb and weak I felt after I promised my dad I wouldn't tell anyone and I haven't. Ever since that day he has been abusing me I am so scared of him my mom knows nothing about it. She works a lot so she's out of town,

???: Omg Kacey your bleeding

I look down at my arm and see that my nails are dug into my skin. You pull out your nails and turn around you see Ryland Storms

Kacey: Oh I didn't even know that they were there
Ryland: What was your thinking about
Kacey: Nothing really just about the drama that happened yesterday
Ryland: You know you can talk to me about anything
Kacey: Yeah I know I am going home in 2 days and I'm scared
Ryland: Why
Kacey: Because my moms out of town so it's just going to be and my dad
Ryland: Why is that such a bad thing
Kacey: It's not I just don't know what he is going to say
Ryland: Okay lets get you cleaned up

He got a first aide kit from the kitchen and put my arm under the cold tap then put a plaster on the cut. I can't believe I was just about tell him everything I can't tell anyone god knows what he would do to me.