At that night
Mama- "Mama heard from dad that you really like shrimp, mama's been cook so hard to cook it for you, Does it suit your taste buds? Do you like it?"
Del&Dean- "We love it, This is really good!"
Mama...(Good voice)
Mama- " Oh my, Del&dean... please eat slowly, look you both have some on your cheek, the food won't go anywhere.
Del&Dean- "We can't help it, it's too delicious! hehehe"
Mama- "Awww, mama feels so touched right now, your compliment is worth the effort but still, don't choke yourself, okay?"
(It's okay.. Good is a big boy... mama worked so hard to cook this because big brother and sister likes it... Good can just put the shrimps aside and not eat them...)
That night... I ended up in the hospital ....Hurts mama...
Dad- "You finally woke up, how do you feel? does it still hurts? I'm sorry, your big sister hates hospital, so your mama is accompanying them at home?
Good- "OH..."
(Actually... since that night...)
Dad- "Good... why didn't you tell us that you're allergic to shrimp? How could your mom...forget.."
(Deep inside...)
Good- "It's okay dad... mama just forget because she was too excited to make big brother and sister happy"
(I already realized...)
Good- "Good feel okay already"
"He's smiling? this isn't how a six years old is supposed to react"...DAD thinking!
(I was not me that was in her mind anymore... she was fighting for her position in the new family and I understand that, I thought that I'd just be a better child, so I wouldn't burden her, In hoped that someday...like she used to... she would love me again)
