I thought wrong then // J.H.

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4 years later

The past four years have been greatWell except a few things.

Brinkley's 4 and Noah is 3 he's about to turn 4.

My mom died from saving someones life by pushing them out the way when a car was about to hit them, a month after Noah was born.

Noah is me and Jaden's second kid. I got pregnant with him 2 months after Brinkley was born.

Oh and me and Jaden broke up

It happened about 2 years ago. He started to get really drunk to the point were it wasn't even safe. Sometimes I had to call one of the boys to pick him up because I didn't want him around my kids when he was drunk.

You might be thinking he was just drunk he wouldn't hurt them. 

*Abuse and name calling ahead

Well he started to get really abusive. The first few times it was when he was drunk but after the 5 time. I accidentally knocked into him while feeding Noah and it made him spill his orange juice all over him and he wasn't drunk so I didn't expect anything. But I seen him raise his hand and he slapped me straight across the face and said
J: watch out bitch

It got to a everyday thing. That went on for about 5 months and he raped me 2 times. I told him to stop but he didn't. After he did it the second time. When he was out getting drunk I packed some of my clothes and Noah and Brinkley's clothes. I left the ring he got me on the counter with a note and left.

*End of abuse

I never told anyone I just said we broke up. I stayed in contact with the other boys they would help out if I needed like groceries and stuff for the kids. I haven't talk to Jaden ever since I blocked him on everything  I ran into him in the store and he asked to talk but I just walked off. I live in a apartment and Tayler helps out by babysitting when I'm at work. 

Now that your caught up I'm on my way to drop off Brinkley and Noah at Taylers so I could go to the gym and so they can play with Brian and Skye. There now 8. Tayler took them in after mom died. Oh yeah I've been going to the gym just to get in shape and lose some baby-fat

L:ok that's it and thank you so much
T: no problem I like having them
L: ok I'll pick them up in a hour
T: ok have fun
L: I'm going to the gym
T: I know
I laughed and got into my car.

I got out and walked into the gym right when I get in there the first person I see is Bryce and josh. Bryce seen me and ran to me
L: when did you start coming here
I said giving him a hug and josh.
Jh: our stuff broke and this was the closest one
B: where's the kids
L: I just dropped them off at Taylers
B: you look good
He said looking at me because I only had a sports bra and leggings on
L: thank you
Jh: you haven't talked or seen us in, what 3 months
L: yeah sorry I had work and was busy
B: um us and the boys are having a dinner tomorrow night you should come
L: I don't know
Jh: it would be fun
L: I don't know
B: please
L: fine what time is it
Jh: 7 at ( what ever restaurant you want)
L: ok I'll be there might be late because Noah and Brinkley but I'll try to make it on time
I heard a door open and looked to my left and seen Jaden come out the restrooms. And come towards us
L: I sh-
J: hey
He said and stood next to josh and they were just watching
L: I'm going to get going bye
I waved and walked away from them to the other side of the gym.

1 hour later

I walked to the door and Jaden stopped me. Yeah they were there the entire time. Jaden was looking at me the entire time.
J: can we talk
L: I need to go get Brinkley and Noah bye
I said as I waved to josh and Bryce in the back. He grabbed my shoulder and I flinched he quickly took his hand off
J: look I'm sorry I just really miss them I miss you I miss us
L: you should've thought of that before you did.... you know what
J: please give me and second chance I've changed please. At least let me see them.
L: I have to go I'll talk to you later about this.
I said and walked to my car. As I was about to poll out the parking lot. Tears just started to pure out. I tried to contain myself till I parked again. I parked on the opposite part of the parking lot facing away from the gym. I turned my car off and just let it all out I pulled my knees to my chest and sobbed into them till I heard a knock on my window. I looked up and it was Bryce. I unlocked the car and he opened the door.
B: what's wrong I thought you left
L: get in
He walked to the passenger side and got in I closed my door.
B: so what's wrong
L: I miss him
I said started to cry again
L: I miss him so much that it hurts to see him.
B: oh live come here
He opened his arms. I crawled over and didn't sit in his lap my legs were crossed over his and he rapped a arm around me and I wrapped my arms around his torso.
B: why don't you tell him
L: I can't
B: why
I looked up at him
L: Bryce you have to swear on everything that what I'm about to tell you stays between us and in this car
B: I swear.
L: ok you remember when Jaden started to get drunk really bad.
B: yeah
L: one night he got physical and hit me he done it a couple times I only thought that he done it when he was drunk but one morning I bumped into him and he spilled his drink on him and hit me. It became a everyday thing and I didn't want the kids to get hurt or see him doing it when they were older so I left.
B: he hit you in front of the kids
L: yeah a lot he didn't care if I done something wrong he would hit me. He rapped me twice and the second time is when it needed to stop and I left
I said sobbing he hugged me tight
B: why didn't you tell anyone
L: I was scared
We heard a knock on the window and it was josh. He opened the door
Jh: what's going on here
I laughed at his stupid comment
L: nothing i had a little break down
Jh: you ok
L: I should be.
B: your still coming to the dinner right
L: yeah
I said laughing and crawled back into my seat
L: bye see you tomorrow
Jh: bye
B: bye love you tell me if you going to.... you know
L: ok probably won't though
He closed the door I started the car and wiped my eyes and drove off

Noah: mommy
He ran to me and hugged me so did Brinkley
L: why aren't y'all asleep it's way past your bedtime
T: they wouldn't go to sleep.
L:ok let go home.
We put them in there car seats and I put their bags in the front
L: oh yeah Tayler um can you watch them for like 2 hours tomorrow at 7 Bryce and then invited me out to eat
T: yeah are you sure you can be around Jaden though I have seen that you blocked him
L: yeah I'm probably not going to talk to him anyway.
T: ok good night be safe
L: I will night
I drove off to my appointment.

I put the key in the hole with Noah asleep on my hip and Brinkley holding the bag.
?: bye babe I'll text you later
I heard behind me I could just tell by there voice who they were

JADEN

I turned around and he closed the door to my neighbors house. He looked at me and I looked at him and grabbed Brinkley's hand.
L: what are you doing here
J: what are you doing here
L: I live here
Brinkley: mommy who's that
L: it's no one lets get into the house
J: c'mon liv this is the first time I have seen them in two years at least tell them I'm there da-
L: no Jaden I'm not going to tell them something your not
I said closing the door to my apartment. I locked the door and turned the lights on I walked to my room and set Noah on his carriage thing and covered him up with a blanket. I Brinkley took her into the bathroom and she already knows how to brush her teeth. Kinda. so I let her do that and I brushed mine I took her a bath and changed her into her Olaf pajamas

If you don't wear or haven't ever warn Olaf pj's we can't be friends.

I brushed her hair and we got into the bed. She sleeps with me because she's scared of the dark and being alone. I cuddled her and and turned the lamp on. She soon fell asleep and I turned the lamp off and fell asleep too

BRYCE POV

After we were done with the gym Jaden had to go somewhere and it was just me and josh at the house. I couldn't get it off my mind that Jaden hit liv not just once and rapped her. I was mad. I heard the door up and looked and it was Jaden. I got up and walked to him
J: are you ok
B: am I ok why would you hit liv
J: she told you
B: yeah she told me she was crying in her car because she misses you Jaden
J: I don't care it's over
Everyone was down at this point. He tried to walk away but I punched him he sept back and wiped his nose witch was bleeding. He came at me and started to throw punches I fought back josh and Quinton tried to pull me off of him and Kio and Anthony tried to get Jaden off of me.
B: fucking bitch
I said as they pulled me off of him
B: don't ever touch her again
I said as I went to my room.

So how do y'all like it :/